I am Kem..
The class bully..
Everyone act nice Infront of me when I bully other but at my back they call me monster.
They think I don't know about it but I know everything they say..
I have ears and I can hear too..
I bully every kid who come in my way or try to hurt me..
Everyone saw me bullying me people but no one saw me getting bullied..
17.Feb.1998
1st year of high school
Hunks & brats were targeting nerds...nerds like me..
On the first day of school I was very excited
Teacher was teaching Math and asked a student to solve a sum he can't do it and I shouted and asked"Can I answer sir!!!?"
he said yes and I answered correctly..
All the boys of that class seeing my face but those eyes was clearly of jealousy..
After classes they asked me to be Their friend Infront of teacher they act kind to me
but...
they started asking me to do their homework and I agree it was really tireing i did it their HW for many days and one day I decided to say no to them..
when I said no they beat me and said now you will do our HW keep it in mind!
and they also started to bullying me after classes..
many students know it but no one defend me
because of this my grades started getting low and my parents and teachers started being disappointed by me...
One Night at home
Dad me and mom were eating dinner....
Dad shouted at me saying"HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR GRADES THEY ARE FUCKING LOW!!!!"
"BY THESE GRADES YOU WILL BE IN SOCIETY!"
Mom saw at me with the eyes of disgustingness...
I listened mom and dad shouting at me and later that day I cried myself to sleep...
They saw my scars giving by bullying but in their eyes it was not scares but it was a "hurt gotten while playing"
They never even tried to know why my lows starred falling apart...
Getting bullied every day...
Getting scolded by teacher every day..
Getting seen by those disgusting eyes every day..
I was fed up with those all things!
so I started to fight back I don't care if it's good way or bad!
When bully try to bully me I beat their ass too
when dad and mom scolded me I just slap my self and I say are you satisfied by this or should I kill my self!
I fucking not care about anyone now!
and yes...
monster are not born
they are made....
