I am Tom I am 22
something in my life had changed me to a new person leaving all my life back and changing myself ๐ it's funny that I even tried suicide
it started way back of 5 years ago I guess
I was 17 back then and I was an archeology student I love exploring new thing ! I was exited on my first day I was way beyond exited because my best friend and me had got into the same collage and I was super duper happy !
my bestie's name is rayn he has a boy friend I know he is a gay but not one damn day in our 10 years of friend ship he misbehaved with me . his boy friend name is Tye and I met him very rarely tho I knew many things for a best friend. rayn was an innocent soul I first met him in my 3rd grade he was being bullied and I saved him.
like that we have always been together comforting eachother and now we Both are really good with eachother's company ๐
I and rayn had moved to same flat near by our collage so we can make it faster than our home .
As we were both living in same house tye was always with us he used to speak with me casually and I was comfortable with him.
A month has passed by and everything was changing rayn and tue started fighting for small things but at the end of the day they make up with each other .
but one fine day when I was coming home picking grocery I saw rayn with some other guy very close I am definitely sure friends doesn't be like that his (tye) hands were on his(the unknown guy)ass squeezing it and the other guy was flirting with tye ...but then I covencied my mind to accept it as he was his friend... I left it !
And another day I saw him smelly my clothes ... like who does that ! that someone who are in relationship but I ignored it and then he started flirting with me touching my ass and caressing my lips I felt disgusting ๐คข but I was ignoring all these just for rayn and thought tye could change
but the next weak was fine and it was weekend and we are planning a movie night ! I came home with some drinks and we were watching "The grudge" I felt a shiver in my spine so I went to change my clothes then tye came back of me as rayn of asleep already he cought me from behind and started undressing me I pushed him off !
the next day rayn parents found himself in relationship and threatened him to marry another women but rayn confessed he is a gay but they don't care they were sending threats and rayn couldn't bear it he thought of ending his life but before it he thought of me and tye but unfortunately he discovered tye was cheating on him and
HE DID A FUCKING SUCIDE ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I still remember the fucking incident ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ it is before my eyes ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ my 10 years friendship with him ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ all because of me because of his fucking parents who couldn't accept the truth the reality most importantly his fucking bf ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
LOVE YOU RAYN
I love as a partner not as a friend I discovered I was a gay after U got a partner ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I love you ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญplease come back ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐
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