Hello, this is Sophiya. I am just a ordinary girl. I get jealous of other even if its small thing. But the thing I am most jealous of is other kid having their parents together and living happily.
You must be thinking why because everyone have their parents together. But unfortunately, my parents they are divorced. When I was a kid, I always ask them to buy me dresses like other kids.
When those little girls wear something new dresses like a princess. I got selfish and ask them to buy me those too. Now, When I think about it, I regret doing that. I should have known our situation.
My parents couldn't effort expensive cloth or even buy new ones. But becausr of my selfishness, they tried their best. They both work hard. They did their best. But as you know, how hard it is to raise kids.
I also have a little brother(just 2years younger). He never harm neither hurt me. I mean I cried whenever I don't get to have what I like but my brother he always was a good kid.
Whenever we have something delicious to eat but I was never satisfy. I always wanted more than other. If I don't get it, I start to cry then my brother you won't believe it what he did at such time.
He said that he don't want to eat it. Then, ask mom to give it to me. Even when he was just a kid who was my little brother. Just thinking about it right now, makes me feel like a low and horrible person.
We weren't rich neither poor but sometime it was so hard for my parents that they couldnt pay our school fees. I was ashamed at school for not being able to pay the fees. I came home with angerness, I scold at them.
Why they didnt pay the school fees? I always think of myself. When children make mistake, parents will always beat or scold them so they can learn from it. But whenever they did something like that I told them why they gave birth to me if they just want to beat me?
See you are also thinking now what kind of girl I am? I never try to understand them. My brother, I must say he is the great brother. I dont deserve to have him. Why?? I am about to tell you..
As you can see, what kind of girl I was in my teen age. But I got punished for what I did? You wont believe what happen that day?? My whole world was done for. My dad he married another women. It was already some months when he married that women.
Whenever he came home, he always told mom he was sorry. He said he
