My friend told me once that love can change you. "When you find love you will find your happiness". and of course I listen and I trusted her. and when i find love i really did find happiness but that happiness was not long...that happiness change. the so called "love" change into "pain".It was not long since that happened.
-7 YEAR'S AGO-
I'm with my boyfriend Jake i love him so much he is the one i love i'm happy when i'm with him.And my friend Diana was so special to me she was my first and best friend i can ever ask for she was the one that make me believe that love can find happiness and she was the one that change my life.
I was walking on the hallway at school.I saw Jake talking to Diana.I run to them and they were shocked.And...I saw their faces It was like they were not happy to see me.After that me and Diana were at my house we were going a sleep over.She asked me "Hey,Do you love Jake that much?" she asked that to me with a lonely face.and ofcoures I say "yes" yo her.She suddenly was mad to me saying that " Jake love someone else just leave him! " she shouted at me.And I was shocked when she said that.she suddenly apologise to me and hug me.She left and said she has a important thing to do.
When that happened I suddenly see her phone she left in my bed.I hurriedly run to her when I saw them hugging.Jake and Diana my boyfriend I love and the best friend I trusted for a year. I was watching them from behind and they started talking " Jake what part do you like from her!?I am here so why can't you just pick me and leave her! " Diana said that while crying." Because my family like her and Force me to be her girlfriend so that we could have some money.Do not worry if I have what my parents need I will leave her and live with you forever." he said.I was running away while sobbing." they probably was just joking around." while thinking.I check Diana's phone and I read their chat.I was so shocked of what i read.Then I figured they were already together for more than a 1 year.I cried and cried.Until 1 week have past Jake did not call or text me and nor do Diana.I keep asking myself thinking " is this really how love is.?Is this what called "happiness".?" I keep on thinking and realize that love is just a pain.A pain they cause me so much.I will not just let it go.
I break up with Jake with no pity and said to them all I see and have heard.They keep on saying that it was probably just a misunderstanding my tears feel but I did not forgive them and I will never will.
Until then few years have past I have finish college and work hard to find a great job.I have never love someone until then.and so that is my past.
REMEMBER : YOU CAN FORGET WHAT MISTAKE HAVE HAPPEN IN THE PAST.BUT DO NOT MAKE A THAT MISTAKE HAPPEN TWICE.😊😊😊
