white sheets now painted red.
oh look at what you made me do. remember the night when you asked me out? such a sweet memory.
I can still remember your playful voice asking, "hey won't you be mine?" and i laughed saying "am not i already yours?"
the long drive nights, your stupid babblings the way you used to laugh..
I really miss all of those.
you were such a kid..
the way you used to doodle in the margins of your books, the way you used to argue with teachers to give you good grades..
your messy hair..
can't we go back to those times?
can't we go back to the past?
past..
no we can't..
I wish we could.
I wish we could go back to those days where we would talk sitting on the balcony railing all night, I wish we could go back to those days where we would share a cigarette and make fun of each others, I wish we could go back in those days where we would argue for hours on who would do the dishes...
those moments were everything..
I loved you and you loved me.
or that's what i thought..
you left like I was never a reason to stay..
everything was so good.
until you met her..
she was beautiful, so damn beautiful.. I was nothing compare to her.
she was cute, girly and sophisticated unlike me..
you were so mesmerised when you first saw her, and my insecurities started from there.
I loved you.
even if everyone said you were a wrong choice..
I didn't believed them..
you proved me wrong.
I hope you regret giving up on us.
you used to ask me to read fairy tales for you, I said that's so childish but still read them anyways.
remember about peter?
tinkerbell has always been there for peter and peter?
he chose wendy.
love is so unfair isn't it?
you left me months ago..
but I still stay up most of the nights thinking of you while trying not to think about you
missing you while trying not to miss you...
I saw you a few days ago..
you were with her..
but you didn't looked so happy.
I didn't walked towards you to say hi or anything..
cause I knew i'll be overwhelmed by these stupid feelings that are still here..
and after all these month.. it's you.
it's still you..
I still loved you..
and you didn't.
