because am stupid!
i loved you but I know I won't get your love...I thought I will go down... after breaking up so much.. even though I can't hold u it feels ur going far away from me...it feels that u have no idea about my feelings.. am really foolish for this.. I guess I won't be in ur days nor in your memories.. even though I know but my heart won't stop following u..I really want to stand on ur side and Pat's ur head and tell u that "everything will be all right"... loving u is like heavenly feeling.. I need u right now.. but misunderstanding made us far away every step. am thinking about you every time..I know I can't touch u but my tears come up whenever I saw u in pain... alone once again.. I wanna cry for u.. alone once again I wanna miss u..I look at ur preety smile and feels like my heart melts..but u were happy with someone else.. i tried my best to come near you.. but every time.. I was misunderstood and got disgraced by you.. only I looked at you and I wanted to make memories of us.. but everything got shuttered in to pieces.. I keep on hoping too.. one day u will see my love that how much I love u.. but I think I just lost u.. I was waiting..am withstanding every pain in me.. and smiling at you.. but I never felt my timing... I need you I cannot say anything more.. but I just know that my love will cry without u. am trying and making u understand but i only hurt u.. that I can't hold up..that memories stored in my mind.. but how can I get rid of those memories? I really want to see those days again.. but I think I won't be able to do those memories with u.. because am stupid!
