Finally the day comes to the end. Those long hours are finally over. Finally I can give some time for myself. Finally I can enter my that dream world.
Its really feels bad to be just a weak girl who don't know anything but is good at making things up. Hope one day soon I can leave this world. But wait how can I die when I had made that wish. A wish if only I would never die even if its mean that I need to be a vampire, but maybe even vampire needs to die one day so, what could I be. Then suddenly a idea comes to my mind should I do something great so that everyone would rembember my name forever never dying ever.
Then again its comes to my mind what should I do to be remembered forever as I am just a weak little girl who can do nothing, even afraid to share how she feels. Its brings be to the things what I love to do, not good at any sports, not the best one at study too, afraid to show her weakness but always falls at traps too, not good at acting, clearly seen though, finds hundreds of mistakes while writing few sentences too by herself😞. Am I really at bottom of this world and have no where to go? Am I always the last one to learn those new words? So, what should I do
Then suddenly one think same to my mind that there something I love to do like reading stories of all types and listening it to, trying new dishes even when I can't afford to and also good at judging someones acting even when I can't do it too. At least I know where was there mistake but can't explain it to them too.Since I am intrested in reading why not trying to write my self, when I am in mood of eating something nice why not try to cook by myself. Why not try to improve by judging myself first, why not just take same intrest in reading those course book which I take while reading those stories which in almost no use at all.
So at last I came to the conclusion that I am gonna learn to write, maybe Its not that hard if I start by writing what I read in my daily life. So, this is what I am gonna follow from tomorrow, No from today. I will try my best to chang those feeling that can't be converted into words by me and write it much at possible. So, let's see what happens the next day.
These are the words that comes to my mind at day but it is never same at night, when I go to the bed its the place where good thinking and ideas strike my mind. I am never same person there, its give me energy to move on defeting all against evil, even through I know inside here I am one of them too. So, why not let me try to remove evil inside of me. I hope I can make some difference tomorrow not like today.
credit to the owner of the photo I used as a cover
