something is not right but no one can find what's wrong . is it because of you peers , your love , your self or something ; something like you are not sad but you are not happy too.
don't be shocked it's not only you , it's a 21st century syndrome , every single person here has a black dog some tamed it and some are tamed by it, but I don't know the reason ? our ancestors had worries but what made them happy ? was it their carelessness or more money or was it less responsibilities? it was none. it was because they knew how to express themselves.
it all started when your surroundings began to change you began to loose your contact with mother nature, and forced yourself to hide your feelings and thoughts to hide from mockery . the world never welcomes new thoughts but it's not that it doesn't need new thoughts.
why does other people's thought matter ?why does their mockery or laugh matter? it shouldn't affect you at all.let them laugh or bark however they want it's not something more Important than losing yourself , your emotions , your life , your smile , your thoughts and so much more of you.
don't think about other people's thoughts because thinkers need to be careful of what they think , world is tough for thinkers , at the same time thinkers are precious for this world's existence but you need to tame your thoughts to be precious , you need to tame that black dog you is feeding on your negative thoughts.
don't be scared of their laughs infact you should be scared of losing yourself. don't live like a living mess or a doll to society be yourself.
the journey would be tough but I'm sure you make it work out somehow, because you are precious.
