It was great
To feel your love
And hug you
When you just close your eyes
And see him with someone new
That wasn’t great at all
I wanna laugh
What did I do?
I messed up
I know
But I never thought
I’ll also messed up everything
It was nice
It was great
I was happy
But all is a lie
It was never great
I dreamt of something
I thought it will never happen
But the truth is
It happened
I believe those words
Trust
Loyalty
Faith
But now I don’t think I can still find those
Because it was enough for me
To realize
I can never be free
From darkness who’s eating me
From the light who’s avoiding me
And from the happiness
I want to be free
And feel the love
I wanted to be
But I never knew
I wasn’t enough
That’s a great pain for me
They asked what happened to me
Why do I get thin
I never talk too much
I became silent
I became energy less
Wow just wow
This was never me
It was something else
I never became sad
In front of everyone
I was always happy
I never showed my emotions
I never let them know what happened
I know I was just a piece of pages
Once they’re done reading
They’re gonna go to another
Thanks a lot
It’s not great
I’m just the chapter 1 but he’s the next chapter
