Everyone can say they had a good childhood when they really know they didn't. I wasn't the one who had a good but I can't say I had a bad one my father abandoned me at ,well when I was born I guess you can say I'm not sad about it but then again I cared for it.
I've always had friends and family but then again not really friends. people say I was always a bad child or call me a devil child or call me the child of the devil,ha they don't even know what a devil is.
on my first day of school I was bullied because I didn't have a father and of course I cried but didn't really matter. second day I went to the principal's office for hitting a child I didn't even hit which is very interesting cuz I can't believe kids can be such liars. I didn't really tell my mother anything so I just got a whooping more like the usual times. I guess you can say I have problems but not really.
I tried to set my apartment on fire the last time I was still a child and I was learning. I pushed to my cousin into a pool and that was deep water tried to kill him of course he was very annoying but without him I wouldn't have fun. I got pushed into a pond it was a deep one and I almost drowned but of course I didn't tell nobody all I said was I accidentally fell into it but really someone or a shall I say gang of people just pushed me. I wasn't really to talk now I have anxiety and I hate people water can't even swim in it swimming in the pool most likely will get my heart rate up.
one day my father came to visit me. I was so happy I thought I had the world but he didn't really care it was just about a child support because he was just yelling at my mom and my mom was doing at him and then he took me to an ice cream shop and apologized of course I accepted it because I thought it was nice to have him around. and from that day forward he never came again.
when I got a whooping I I got traumatized whenever someone lift up a hand I was scared and felt alone. that's all for now but yeah.
