i use to be a smart girl but at the time my world has been ruin until.i met my mister right...
the day when my first love come and confess his feelings to me.I was blushing and then he confess his love with me i thought i was dreaming and then i slap my self and this is not a dream and i say yes to him with no hesitation.
hes the first boyfriend i ever had at that time i was always staring him at the back i cant go and walk beside him because he was outstanding. many woman wants to be with him and to be his boyfriend. I didnt realize that he was in love with me a long time ago. I want to confess my love to him but i dont have any courage to say it. I try my best to be outstanding
I try my best to be outstanding I lower my pride to walk beside him I surrender every thing the day when he confess.that was the day I'm very happy I fell like the time has stop it's worth it that I did my best although I didn't confess first but he did... we plan everything he's dream to be an engineer so am I we help each other until I failed the test 2 times and he graduate first and he find a job a stable job while I'm here catch up the lesson that I failed. The time has pass I feel like he's being cold to me. He sat at the edge of the bed and he talk to me. He said that what happen to you. You use to be smart. What wrong with you im tired of being like this and he walk out. He left me crying and my friend texted me that my boyfriend hanging out with other woman. I drop my tears and my heart was in pain I feel like the whole world hate me at that night I sleep and my boyfriend was packing his things I said where you going he replied to I need space you so idiot you use to be a vallevictiorian and now you failed the test 2 times I waited you for so long we plan that we find a stable job together while you. You were catch up the lesson you failed and he left he said to me let's break up and he left again I hold he's hands wait can you explain to me I cried I beg him to stay he said to that I found a girl that suitable to me she was rich and pretty smart while you!... you were such an idiot. I regretted that I fall in love with you. You were the biggest mistake and you were a failure you were the biggest mistake that I love you. You can find a man that truly love you.
He left and brusting my tears.my heart was so painful I left home I go to club and drink until I got drunk I walk the side street I feel like someone's following me I almost got raped when someone pull me over and the guy that was following was scared the guy that help me he said to me taht i have to be strong I know that face you just broken up to your boyfriend right and I said how did you know? I was just like that too. You have to pull yourself together and start all over again. I tried my self to forget him until the day that I really forget him that's the day that i graduated i found a job my biggest dream to me has come true until i promoted to a higher place I travel around the world to fulfill my dream thanks to that man that I met that night if weren't for him I'm still so down until now.
I though I would never see my ex boyfriend unexpectedly I met him and he said to me that can we go back to the time that we love each other(he was drunk)
What happen to you? Why you look like that? He said your love cannot be found by someone else can we go back to the time that we use to be?. I reply I said. Things cannot be back what ever you use to be? You said to me that you found a suitable girl what happen to her? He reply to me that she found a perfect one please I beg you can you love me back? I reply I can't love you do you know how hard it was you said to me I was a failure and I was the biggest mistake(hold up her tears) do you know why I didn't pass the test 2 time coz at first my father died and he left me and my mother that was I failed the exam 2nd do you know why I failed because our company is in crisis and now my mother was died of an illness and I was being strong because I have you I didn't expect that youve cheated me and left do you know I fulfill our dream I travel the country that we promise to travel to. And do you know i found the right one for me he didnt leave me at my worst time he supported me and we work together untill we bacime a sucessful and next month I will be married you have to attend my wedding (i gave him an invitation and I left him with tears )
At the wedding I found my mr. right me and him will be the most happiest person living in the world
(Ex-boyfriends mind)
Her smile was so sweet if I haven't left her that smile was meant to me but now it was just my imagination to be with her.
the end...
Not all first love meant to be your first and last and not all love story ending with someone you love there's Always sad ending that you will never change the fact.
