I am a girl that have an illness without a cure whole of my life I stayed in the hospital living the hospital was not easy because every time your illness is worsen lying in bed is tiring you can't go outside because your illness is become worsen. It happen to me I just peeping at the window watching people freely and healthy walking in the street enjoying there life while me watching at the corner and waited for me to died. It was hard for me living at the hospital watching your love ones in pain because they don't want to lose you until.I met I guy same he was just have an illness too but I don't know what is it because he don't want to talk about it. i look at him he was in a deep pain and her eyes full of worry and sadness just like me he and I become friends everyday I always talking to him and I feel like I'm comfortable with him. One day I suddenly realise what is like to have a healthy life enjoying life bonding to your love ones. And it suddenly appear to my mind that I want to be with that man forever I want to be healthy but my illness is become worsen while him.hes getting better oneday he recover he is always stay with me he said I like you I first time I met you I fell in love with you I said like love at first sight he said yes I want you to be my girlfriend I didn't expect him to confess I said yes and he said to me that have you go outside. I reply to him no whole of my life I stayed in the hospital he said to let's go outside I'm gonna show you the world outside the hospital I said really (excited) he said yes do you want to go I said yes and we go outside we didn't tell the nurse even a doctor that were going outside we know that they won't agree to that so we go outside secretly.he bring me to a amusement park we ride all the rides in the park until I feel tired and passed out I woke up and the hospital again my mother was so angry to my love. She said. To him why did you bring her out!(shouted) I tell my mom that Mom please don't blame him I'm the one who said that I want to go outside my mom said that she was sorry tl I'm sorry I can't bring you outside because your illness is become worsen(worried)I said to my mom when did I get better and I started to become an helpless and I started breathing hard I said to my mom. Mom help me I can't breath my mom was in panicked I saw my love watching and crying I said to him please don't cry I just feel tired please when I'm gone please don't be sad when I'm gone please don't be sad just look at the sky and say goodbye. Her tears drop to my face and he kissed me at my lips and he left saying goodbye my love my mom was calling to a doctor while me feeling tired until the doctor came and he said this is her last day and my mom cried and I said to my mom that mom I feel tired I want to sleep now mom if i didnt wake please dont cry because i dont want you be in pain because of me and I said I love you mom my mom drop her tears and unecpextedly I can't breath and I sleep my memories full of happiness that I just spend my last day on this earth and and be with my loved ones my imagination is to be with him but its only an imagination because I will no longer stay on this world my last word is goodbye my love.
The end
~not all lovestory end with happiness there's always a sadness behind the happiness.~
