The Dairy

Disclaimer : everything said and used in this novel is solely for entertainment purpose and has nothing to do with the actual characters nor incidents in real life

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a woman who seemed like she's in her mid-twenties entered the building

she wore a professional and elegant looking peacock blue coloured dress which was covered by her doctor's coat

she had a perfect body and a beautiful face which complemented her overall self

her eyes were of a deep green shade which seemed like one look is enough to kill anyone

her nose seemed like God has sculptured it leisurely

her cheeks were so delicate that even pinching them would cause them to bruise up

her lips were so juicy, so rosy, so plumpy

she had a handbag dangled on her right elbow and held a stethoscope in her right hand and a coffee cup in her left hand

her lips formed a small pout everytime she sucked the coffee through the straw

she had a ring on her ring finger that's shining in light screaming that she's married to every guy that has bestowed their eyes upon her

everything about her seemed perfect

the way her hips swayed from left to right when she walked down the hallway

the way her lips stretched across her face when she smiled

the way her delicate fingers were wrapped around the coffee mug

everything was fine but what about her personality?

is she an angel or just has a cover of white lotus on her?

well the answer is yes she's an absolute angel

they say that beauty with brains is a rare combination but she has the most rarest and an almost impossible to find personality "beauty with brains along with kindness"

greeting everyone back with a smile and a slight head bow she walked down the hallway and into her office cabin

she prepared her cabin and herself for her upcoming day

she leant against her table as she looked at her schedule for today

- 1st patient 9:00-9:30

- 2nd patient 9:30-10:00

- out patient 10:00-11:00

- 3rd patient 11:00-11:30

- 4th patient 11:30-12:00

- lunch break 12:00-13:00

- 5th patient 13:00-13:30

- bypass surgery (4-6 hours)

- 6th patient 20:00-20:30

- out patient 20:30-21:30

red her schedule for the day

she sighed seeing her tightly packed schedule as she stretched her neck

she had a continuous 12 and a half hour schedule with only a 70-90 minute break in between

but if her days boomed and she has any emergency cases then even that break will be eaten up

she glanced as the clock which red that it's 15 more minutes for her first patient

she sat in her doctor's chair as she waited for the time to pass by

time skip

"thank you so much doctor" the person said as he bowed to the doctor in from of him who replied "it's completely fine" with a smile

soon the patient went out of her cabin as she leant back in her chair and let out a tired sigh

she still has a surgery to attempt, two more patients to check and an OP(out patient) to attend

she glanced at the clock which red 11:57

she stretched herself for a couple of minutes and went out of her cabin for grabbing a lunch

just as she was half way through she got a call

she attended the call as it was from the Emergency Room

"doctor Garcia we need you in the ER immediately a young boy has attempted suicide" said the person from the other side

"I'm on my way doctor Brown" she said as she took off towards the emergency ward

there goes her break down the drain

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the emergency ward was filled with nurses, hospital staff and a few cops

the doctor rushed to the person as she checked him

it was a young boy who was wet from top to bottom

"what happened to him" she asked on of the officer present there

"he attempted suicide by jumping off the river bridge"

the officer replied as she nodded and checked the person's pulse

"the pulse is too low he needs to be defibrillated"

she said as the nurse brought her a defibrillator

the nurse poured some kind of liquid on it as the doctor rubbed it together and defibrillate him

"charge to 180" she said as she attempted again but it didn't make a difference

"charge 220" once again she said but this attempt was a fail too

"charge 240" she said as she was about to defibrillate him again but then the heart monitor beeped loudly catching everyone's attention

the heart monitor showed a straight line and is beeping indicating that the person didn't make it........

she sighed disappointedly as she said this to the nurse

"note this Mrs. white - time of death : 12:24"

Mrs white aka the nurse nodded as everyone went out the room

she informed the officers of his death as they nodded and thanked her for her attempt

one of the officers came towards her and said this "we've checked his background he seems to be an orphan" he said as the doctor was pushed into more grieve "he was holding this book while jumping down the bridge according to the witnesses present there" the doctor looked at officer as she understood what he meant

"it's ok officer I'll take it" she said as she grabbed the wet book and smiled at the officer who then said "thank you Doctor Garcia"

•

the doctor came back from her OP she looked very tired after a hectic day with no break in between

although she managed to grab a small bite of a fruit salad

what will that fruit salad satisfy a humans hunger?

she was collecting her things when her eyes fell on a book

it was the same book that the officer has given her

she grabbed as she went outside her cabin as she headed towards the elevator

she pressed the parking lot's button as she waited for the lift to go down.........

she looked at the book in her hands it seemed like a dairy

she caressed the book with her delicate fingers as she opened it

a lot it has been erased because of water while some pages were slightly smudged but is readable

she closed the book as the lift tinged indicating that her floor is here

she went outside and the to her car

she opened the passenger side and placed all her belongings on the seat including the dairy

she went on the other side as she sat on the drivers seat and started the car

•

throwing all the things she was holding on the couch she directly went in the kitchen and took out a cup of instant noodles and boiled some hot water in a kettle

she decided to arrange all her things which are thrown on the couch while waiting for the water to boil

she went outside the kitchen as she arranged all her belongings

she was was about to place the dairy somewhere that's when the kettle whistled saying that the water is boiled

she ran towards the kitchen with the book in her hand

she placed the book on the counter as she turned off the kettle and prepared her noodles

•

she was busy eating her noodles slowly as her eyes fell on a picture in the kitchen

the picture of her and her husband on their wedding

she was looking ap beautiful and happy in it

she smiled seeing her past self when something that came into her mind erased the smile on her face

her married life has never been a happy one

cheater husband who runs behind money

and is barely home

being the CEO of a very big company at first she thought it was all work load but it wasn't

she shook her head trying to get her husband's thoughts outta her mind

that when her eyes fell on the dairy

she grabbed it as she continued eating her noodles

she opened the book and luckily the first page of the book isn't erased

"13th August 2013 -

the first time I saw her

it was a moody day and there was a slight drizzle outside

she held her books in her delicate hands as she smiled at the drizzle waiting for her bus to arrive at the bus stop

the first time I looked at her something in me said or should I say screamed that she's the one

for someone who's easily annoyed by moody days this day seemed way too special

I was too busy admiring her beautiful and ethereal face that I didn't notice the bus she has been waiting for has arrived

in the blink of an eye she vanished from my eyes and went away

that whole day I was thinking about her"

the dairy red

for some unknown reason she smiled as red that page

she was about to take a bite when she noticed that her bowls empty

she immediately got up and washed the bowl and her hands and took the dairy and went to her room

she placed the dairy on her bed as she grabbed a towel and went inside the washroom for a shower

•

the woman came out fully dresses in her nightwear and with a towel in her hand drying her wet hair

she plopped on her bed as she grabbed the dairy and started reading again

"5th September 2013 -

I haven't seen her in almost a month now

I was sad about it but then as if someone red my thoughts and granted my wish

she appeared at the bus stop again

my gloomy world has been lit by this angel again

this time I decided to follow her

I got into the bus along with her and sat a couple of seats behind her

soon the bus came to a halt as she got down

I went behind her and found myself in a high school.....

"wow she's still a high school student?" I said to myself as I was about to follow her inside but then the security guard stopped me

although I felt a bit down I was more than happy that I found out where she studies"

she smiled as she red this page

"will there be a good news at the end?" she said to herself but then she remembered what Happened to the boy.......

"what was the reason he killed himself? and....... this Daisy's first entry is seven years ago......... "

she shook her head as she continued reading

"20th September 2013 -

ever since that day I've been secretly following her without her notice

I can't help it...... she's too beautiful to resist

the past few days I realized that she's not only has an angelic appearance but also a great heart

I've seen her help the poor and the needy

the way she smiles at them while comforting them

the way she hugs them to give them warmth

the way she kisses the cheeks of the children

I lowkey felt jealous of them to be honest

aish I'm whipped for her already "

chuckling she turned the page around and resumed reading

"1st October 2013 -

I've just learnt the name of my darling

it's " Mo- "

she frowned and pouted as she saw that the name was erased

"yah...... I was curious this is unfair" she said as she scoffed

but she still resumed her reading

"her name means something beautiful just like her

it is "woman of solitude" which means she's an independent woman and is extremely straight forward"

"woah...... what name has such deep meaning to it? now I'm beyond pissed to not know it" the woman said she turned around laying flat on the bed

she held the book in air as she started to turn the pages again and read them

after that a lot off pages were erased

after frantically turning every page there finally one page that hasn't been erased

a smile pulled up her lips as she immediately started reading them again

"3rd june 2014 -

I can't believe it's my Darling's birthday

after a year of following her I found out that she enjoys chocolates more than anything

"silly girl..... still a child" I said to myself as I chuckled while seeing her eat the chocolate a woman who is her bestie gave her

"it looks more like the chocolates eating her rather than her eating the chocolate" aish what a baby

the same day when she's in the park enjoying the slight drizzle

I came behind her with a mask and placed a basket behind her

it was full off chocolates of her favorite kind and some that i baked in my house then I went and hid behind a tree and waited for her to notice it

someone came there it was one of her guy friends

he was about to call out to her as he noticed my basket

he grabbed it as she turned around

anyone can clearly see that she mistook my gift as his

I was heart broken to see it but was a lil happy that she chose to eat first the chocolate that I made

I was at least happy to see her enjoying my chocolates

again this time too it seemed like the chocolates are eating her rather than her eating the chocolates"

"wow how stupid........... he's been stalking her for almost one year yet he doesn't have the courage to propose to her"

she said as she continued to read it

"7th July 2014 -

it's been a month since I've seen my darling

I was worried sick that something must have happened to her

but I found out that she went abroad for higher studies after high school on June 5th two days after her birthday

although I was sad I was more than happy that she decided to chase her dream

there are not many woman that's so independent like her

so I shrugged it off

loving her means supporting her every action

and I will live up to that"

"what a Romeo he is" she said to herself as she chuckled

"18th June 2018 -

today's the day! the day that she'll be returning from abroad after her higher studies

I was more than excited to see her

I haven't even touched this dairy ever since! aish!

I was waiting in the airport for her to come out

it's been quite a few minutes that her flight has landed she should be here any moment

I was trying to calm myself because I was very excited and was practically jumping

that's when I saw her......

there she is........ the love of my life....

she's gotten even more beautiful

when I saw her at the airport I knew how much I was missing her I wanted to run to her hug her but I can't....... "

"poor fella must've been very happy! I can't imagine him jumping!"

"10th July 2018 -

I can't believe I finally mustered up the courage to propose her!

or at least befriend her maybe?

anyway! I'm trying to calm myself down! I'm very excited!

aish I hope this goes well"

"finally!!!!!!!!!!!" the woman shouted as she sat up and turned the page but what she saw made her smile to evaporate into this air.......... the next entry date in the dairy was....... a month later? for some reason she doesn't have a good feeling about it............. there are no pages in between that are neither torn nor erased...... just direct one month delayed entry......

she gulped down her saliva as she slowly started reading it....

"19th August 2018 -

............. I know I'm late.......... when I met her we had a small conversation.......... it was wonderful but..... but then I found out that she's engaged.......... like?........ literally engaged......

she's engaged to a guy 10 years older than her because of her parents................ I.... am I late? am I........"

she felt sad as she red it......... "w-why tho?" the woman said she was now thrown into grieve................

mustering up the bits if excitement she had a few minutes ago she red further more into it..........

again many pages were erased she Aggressively turned the pages until she found a readable one

"30th jan 2019 -

why can't I move on from her? why can't I live without her? why can't I live carefree? what have you done me!!!!!

I hate it.... I hate the fact that I can't move on from you! I hate the fact that you got me so whipped for you! I hate the fact that I didn't meet you before! but..... I still can't hate you....... why? why so?......... "

once again........ many pages in between were erased as she showed her aggressiveness in turning the pages..............

"14th may 2019 -

I saw her in mall..... she's trying on her wedding dress........

she looked very beautiful so beautiful and elegant and ethereal that I forgot that she belongs to someone now........

I shook my head and went on with my way........

although the whole day I wasn't able to shake off her thoughts..................."

"27th may 2019 -

I saw her again......... seeing her didn't help the pain in my heart as she walked down the isle in her wedding gown...........

everyone present there apart from me seemed happy......

well I was convinced that she'll be happy when I saw the smile on her face. she was practically emitting happiness and enjoyment and positive energy guess this will be the last time I'll be seeing her.....

"good bye my love...... my darling...... my only angel in life"

I left from there... I can't see it.... it hurts my heart....."

the woman isn't able to keep herself from crying

she threw the book across her room as she cried

in her blanket

•

groaning and whining the woman woke up from her sleep

she stepped down from her bed and went inside her washroom for taking a shower and freshening up

a few minutes later she came out dressed and fully awake as last night's events came Into her mind

she just sighed and looked around the room trying to find the book that she threw last night

once she spotted it she picked it up and decided to take it back and give her to the officer

she knew for sure that she won't be able to stop being restless if the book stays with her any longer

she walked down stairs with all her belongings as she brewed some coffee

while waiting for the coffee to be done she decided to make some breakfast

she decided to have some bread and butter as it was the quickest now

she ate her bread and butter while waiting for her coffee to be done

soon her coffee was done and she looked at the clock which said 8:07

"it's ok i don't have a packed schedule today" she said as she leisurely waited for her coffee to cool down a bit so that she could drink it

she looked at the dairy for some good 5 minutes as she scoffed and grabbed it to read it

well yeah curiousity took the best of her

"31st October 2019 -

you know when I finally have you

I wanted to shower you with all my love I've been storing up for ages

kiss you, cuddle you, hug you,

now I see you doing them with your husband.....

I'm not complaining.... I just regret that I didn't approach you earlier......"

empty erased pages again

the next date was extended upto December

"20th December 2019 -

I saw you in the Christmas celebrations at the city Hall

you looked as beautiful as I saw you for the first time

the you in the drizzle seemed similar to the you in the snow

did I mention that you were still having your doctor's coat on?

no? I didn't? well you know now.......I can't believe my girl did it

I'm proud of you my Angel! good job!"

erased pages filled up the upcoming pages until the last one...

that was the only page that hasn't been erased

she red the date "isn't that yesterday?" and said to herself before continuing to read

"13th July 2020 -

it's been seven years........ seven years since I saw you

seven years since I last had a peaceful night

seven years since I started thinking about you

seven years of my misery

seven years since you deprived me of my sanity

seven years since my crazily obsessed love story has begun

all these years there has not been a thought without you

I tried many times giving a second chance to my life but I can't

why? I don't know too..... so I decided to end it all today......

good bye my love....... I love you forever and ever and ever..."

tears were streaming down her delicate and rosy cheeks staining them as she red that......

but what made her cry is not that but something else

there beneath the page had the picture of the girl with her name on it

"I love you forever Monica Hernandez..........

or should I say.......... Monica Louis Garcia......."

with a picture of the doctor on her wedding dress

the same picture she hung in her kitchen

the same picture which she saw yesterday

a picture of her and her husband on their wedding day

she was looking very happy and was practically radiating positivity............

~The End~

author : I know the stories I write are hella confusing

just comment.... I'll answer them all.......

anyway I hope you liked it! 😁