When I return to college from my hometown,I got a text message on my Instagram but I don’t know that person would turn into my first love.
When I went to college I was too nervous to speak to others but I told myself “Be Strong Lucy”everything will be alright…I was like a rabbit among those members..I was too afraid to be sociable ,when I went to my dorm everyone where joyfully chatting with others,I just go to my room and sleep.Days passed like that until I met those crackers…
Little bit I motivate myself to speak to others..that’s where I got my friends Sara(My roommate),Shashi(like my sister),Jijnu(my bestfriend forever),Park Shin(my possessive killer).Those make my days fill with happiness…I have some problems in my family but those four made me forget my problems,I thought I fulfilled with happiness..
Who knows,when I return to college from my hometown I got a text message on my Instagram…
He:I saw a photo of yours but I don’t know why I think “I'm in love with you”
I just thought he is flirting with me but he speaks a lot at the time and I was too tensed to believe his words
After four months again I got a text from him..he again proposed me I thought he would forgot me but those four months he noticed all my activities…I didn’t except someone will remembering for four months and noticing me in secretly…when I thought his actions I got myself moved into him. I gave a chance to him to persuade me but actually I gave myself a chance to get my love of my life…
From the moment on I sarted to love him,when I woke up I got his phone call and I started to behave like the other lovers around me, once i thought they became so happy just because of a phone call but when I experienced the same thing I was smiling like an idiot he said he have exams today but he didn’t want to attend because he want to talk to me,I asked him “Are You Crazy!”why didn’t to speak with me after the exam.He said what if you became dream for me after the exam I don’t want to go there.He was just like kid who is going to take away his things after during the kid sleeping…
I told him if you didn't get good marks and didn’t got a job how are you going to take care of me.he just thought about that and he went to write the exam but here I got nervous what he did now that but it’s too cute …
After that he went to hang out with his friends but he continuously calling me to know what am I doing right now.Somehow my roommates got jealous of me because I got a too caring boyfriend..i felt so happy with undescribing words..
It was too silly to others but it was a amazing feeling ...within five days we started to know each others life style and our preferences..he even rejected when his friend and cousin proposed to him..they look more beautiful than me I thought I was too much for him…but I don’t want to let him go..when he smile I got a warm feeling in my heart ,when he is sad he started to cry like crying baby..we didn’t see each other but I know his feelings for me is real…
I planned to propose him on his birthday but when I got a call from my mom I told myself to stop me for loving him…
At the end of the fifth day, afternoon my mom called me to know what I’m doing but I found she was not good and I asked her what happened to her ..she told me about my dad’s temperament and she was bullied by him so she want to talk to me to relax herself..on call she said she is living only for me if not for me she would kill herself ...when I hear these words from her I got guilty in my heart…and I knew that my family won’t accept my love but I don’t want him to get hurt so I decide myself to break our love before it started…
I told him to “Forget me”when I told these words to him I’m already broken into pieces in my heart…
But he didn’t give up on me ,he called me everyday but I turn him down again and again my friends said it will be alright but no one knows I’m still be with him in my deep heart.He called me on his birthday to get a wish from me but I almost made him to lose his life…he was depressed because of me and tried to attempt sucide…I was more guilty towards me hating myself….
Few days later I talked to him to clear everything between us I told him”Please,Forget Me and Move On”that’s the last word and request I put forward to him…but he didn’t give up on me he called me,text me…but again and again I turned him down…
Two years have passed I still got messages from him till 2 months ago.I didn’t got any messages in between these two months..i wish him to move on to live a happy life…
In these two years I tried a lot to forget him but everything around me make me remember him..will I be like that…I wish him to get a full of happiness from his loved one…every words he said is wandering around my mind..
If I’m not selfish to break up with him he will be more worse than now I don’t want him to worry about me in his whole life…
I think aparting us like that is happiest end to our love…
If he curse me as a betrayer I’m happy to accept that than see him hurt…
I don’t know what’s going to be happen in future but if I got a chance to meet you just don’t recognize…
I’ll love you forever but I can’t see you in pain…
You're Always my first love❤
1.Guys do you think is what Lucy did was right?
2.If you were Lucy, what will you do?
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