Jungkook's pov:
Like?....My cheeks got reddened but I never denied that I did.....
Love?....Actually my heart got exploded everytime but furtively I always agreed....
But sooth to say, in those days easily it never got revealed!
Because it was called crush,
something middle between intense like & untold love...
Though people usually assume it as brief but wistful infatuation,
yet I never felt any lack throughout my wiggling emotion!
His name was Taehyung who was an extraordinary student
while I was a backbencher whom teachers used to call impudent.
But he was also a bully when I was his only prey who loved to be bullied....
Of course it was him all the time who always had made fun of me making my core funny continually....
Taehyung used to hate me so much that he had never uttered my name even by mistakenly,
Still numerous times I nodded at his disdainful summons showing that I'm a foolish one as he was none else but my crush...
Yet yes all the time I had liked his serious jokes that he used to crack on me in front of everyone.
Also I loved him when he used to run his fingers through his hair strands sitting behind the tree,
when his stares were only on the pages but not at me.....
One day, I saw Taehyung with someone who was prettier also beautifully fascinating than me,
but I never let my heart know that I also wanted to get remedy....
Poor me, didn’t understand at that time that heart & mind are indeed of same wing but different pinion,
He used to call her "his girl", where I awaited for a dusk to tell him that my heart throbbed only for him among those million!
Taehyung was like a soft candy to her,
sour like caramel, sometimes bitter like dark chocolates also sweet like sugar bar...
Just kidding....
But everytime he seemed melted like those sweet sour candies whenever she was closer,
while in front of me he always had been just a bully so unfortunately the sweeter taste was only for her.....
Still I had longed for a single silent gloaming,
to tell him that he was the only one in my mind who was wandering and kept roaming...
But astonishingly another one day, without any reason I saw my Taehyung leaving that fairy beauty,
yet as he was my crush, I didn’t believe that it showed his cruelty....
But one common thing which I didn’t notice was the sad rheums in his eyes that gradually got turned into wrath at me being unkind....
He yelled....he hit....he slapped me for no reason and showed me all his bullies,
still I accepted his everything with thousand smiles holding on my lips....
Stupid? Fool? Idiot?....No I wasn't any of those similar words but my will definitely got befooled when one evening I saw him in tears....
Because the most beloved friend of his childhood to adulthood, had died at that day,
and I came to the funeral to see the rimy body of his father for the last time shoving away all my fears...
I sat beside him to wipe away his welling eyes slowly,
but as expected he again jogged me away rudely...
No I didn’t mind because I knew when someone close leaves,
for the misfortune everything feels just all myths....
Taehyung was weeping all alone being grim,
while unknowingly I was still standing behind to let him know that I was always there for him....
After few days of the rude ignorance, in front of everyone one day Taehyung suddenly clutched my wrist and pushed me against the wall,
that day for the first time my eyes got welled up as he didn't hit & my feet for the first time didn’t fall.....
Because he held my jaw and said something which my ears were dreaming to hear,
"Jeon Jungkook, I had liked you from the moment I saw you chuckling near....
I fell for you from the second, I saw you following me,
I got a crush on you when you secretly was staring at me,
I hated you because you are a coward to feel
that love is the moment when you feel the intense infatuation over your wiggling emotion....
I waited for you to say that you love me
but everyday though I was around you, you just kept being silent....
To hear you, I always had to show my worst side, even faked a relation but actually I was the fool to know that the first step shouldn't be always expected from the other side, bunny...."
My stupid teary eyes drifted its drops being quiet
but I couldn’t anymore be a mum at that time,
"I.....love....you, Taehyung!"
Finally I said it out but my wet eyelashes couldn’t stay still and got shut down,
my furs got rosen struggling with my heartbeats as he brushed his lips on my edges making me a clown....
It was chocolaty mixing with caramel but sweet making me mute....
truly saying, more than just a candy, even felt too cute!
His lips were unforgettably melting down all the misty throbs of my core but abruptly he also made me frown
by whispering from his smooching lips,
"Can you see the sun setting down?"
Right at that moment, I looked outside the window and my eyes got widened having a flush,
as I realized that it was the long awaited evening of my desires where I finally got to know that all the time it was love not just a crush....
[The End]
