A Hopeless Wish

I didn't realise that I will feel this way

I didn't realise that I will end up like this

It came slowly, but it never once left me alone

The feeling that I never had before

I thought that meeting you was just a coincidental

But never once have a thought that i will fall this deep

Thinking that someday, you will belong to me

Your warm smile, your sweet talk;

But all I can do is to watch you from afar

I can't catch up to you;

All I can see now is your shadow;

Your back which goes farther and farther away

Hoping that you might turn around and see me; looking at you

But that was just a hopeless wish

Little did I realised;

I was falling into a bottomless pit

A pit where I can't go out

Where even the light won't come through

I was left alone; with all my emotions

Nobody is there to help me

It went deeper and deeper

I am being buried by my emotions;

Where I can never get up

I am here, waiting for someone; to reach out their arms and to hold me

Hug me and give me all the things I have ever wanted.