No matter what i do,no matter how much i love you u'll leave me in the end....No no i'm not blaming you, u're right in ur place....How can you leave a girl whom you loved for three years.....Yeah....i'm bad, a bad bi*** i'm in love with a guy who already have a girlfriend....No no i dont want to break them up....I'm just telling you that i love him and i really do.....
Her name is Sia she's a sweet girl a little moody but an average looking girl.....As for my love his name is Chris, i met him in my tutions i knew him for about two years now....He's handsome also a kind of cute ...Have skinny physique but manly...He works in a book shop....He's a type of rough and tough guy and also know how to respect girls.....I've never seen him talking or flirting with any other girl.....
Talking about me my name is Jenny i'm 22 this year...I also have a boyfriend his name is Ari....But things are not good between us,he only loves me for my beauty and money....I know i was a fool to love him but nothing can be done for things that happened in the past...I'm still compromising each and everything for his(Ari's) happiness....But things are becoming worse day by day and its killing me from inside....Yeah i loved him once but now i dont but i also dont wanna leave him....Days are passing like that.....Giving him chance then another chance.....
One day i received a message...It was from Chris it got me shocked he never messaged me even once and he had my number for years....And that time i was crying cause of the fight that happened with me and my boyfriend...."Hy Jenny how are you?" he asked....that time i was not in love with him....i was not in a mood to talk to anyone but i replied i'm fine ...what about you and like that our conversation started about some normal stuffs...I asked him about his girlfriend and he said they both are good.....
The very next day my boyfriend and i again got in a fight i was in depression and nobody was there to listen to me...I dont know when and why i messaged him,soon i got a reply....When he asked me i told him everything that sh** happened with me....And like that our conversation started.....After a 2 hour of talk i felt good....
Now as days passed he became like a habit of mine....He messaged me whenever we got time....As for me i knew he had a girlfriend but as we became closer he told me about his fights with her....I felt like he's not happy with her....But i didn't said anything....weeks passed months passed like that....We became friends....
After 2 months my boyfriend broke up with me and the reason for it he didn't told me he just broke up with a single text "lets break up" and blocked my number...Deep down in my heart i knew that this day will come but it didn't hurt me much....Yeah it was a 3 year relationship but now i have a good guy friend who supports me.....
3 months again passed like that i successfully moved on with Chris's support....Now i started to like Chris....How can i like someone who have girlfriend....No no its not right you can't do that Jenny, even if he's not happy u re not allowed to break anyones relationship....Days passed in dillemma....One day i gathered all my courage and told him about my likings towards him...."U don't have leave sia for me nor feel burdened Chris i just wanted you to know".....but the reply which i got really shook me "I like you too Jenny" i know i'm a very bad boy and i'm not allowed to like or love any other girl then my girlfriend and i'm really sorry for it....Please forgive me but i can't leave Sia......
Yeah!! I know you dont have to worry about it....Just focus on her and dont mind me....But we already crossed a line....A day without talking to each other felt like an year....We also had fights but it never bothered our relationship....One time i remember an incident when we argued about something and i turned off my phone in anger for about 12 hours.....He directly came to my home and hugged me suddenly....That day i saw tears in his eyes....Now i knew that it's not just liking its something more.....
I didn't said anything to him but then i was feeling bad for Sia, i felt like i snatched Chris from her....I don't want to break them up but now my heart also wants Chris...His touch sets my whole body on fire...His hands felt like the last thing that my hands wanna touch before death...."Jenny how you fell in love with him" i asked this question to myself for about a thousand times but the deed was already done......
That night i simply asked him about a person whom he thinks about every early in the morning and late at night and after a minute of pause he said my name....."Jenny I LOVE YOU" he added and i've been in love with you the whole time .....I never thought i will ever be able to love any girl other then Sia but after i met you i felt like i never loved her in the first place.....It was just an attachment......I really love you please be mine.....I've already brokeup with Sia i dont want to ditch her and also i want to be happy with you.....
After that late night proposal our love story started....Next month he introduced me to her mother....That day i felt happiness in his eyes....His beautifull deep eyes were fixed in mine as for me he's now my world.....I really love him.....
So that was my story.....tell me ur opinion about it.....what they did was wrong?what you think .......
