I don know...
Sometimes I feel like, I am Fulfil with happiness...
Sometimes, I feel like I have the darkest life...
Why is it happening...
I am happy outside, I don't want to show my pain to my loved ones...
I don't want them to worry...
But, I wish there was someone who can understand that I am going through pain even though I am smiling.
I know, no one is dreaming about what I am thinking.
But still, I get my expectations high...
Why does this happen...
Someone pls come, Hold me tight, Make me feel loved, Understand What I am trying to say by reading my eyes...
I know, No one like that exists...
Still I keep fantasizing.
The one I loved, Left me...
Because I am not a Good person according to them.
Sorry, this is my first time experiencing life, and if it isn't then also...
I-I can't remember my last life...
Help me, being a Good person, if you know how to become one...
I just pray for forgiveness.
I just pray for love.
I just pray hoping everything will turn out fine someday.
I just pray for my Poor heart.
The people who left me...
Listen to me once...
Give me another chance. It's not like I am not trying my best. Try to understand.
I know it's all my fault. No one was with me, but you were there. I know for you I am nothing. But for me You are everything.
You said that, "Don't leave me alone, pls..."
But You left me. Maybe you were also like time.
Sometimes I think of you, and then I want to go back and Start everything once again.
Oh dear,
I convinced my heart, stay happy wherever you are.
Maybe this was the end of our journey. But I would like to start it all over again even though I know it's not gonna work out. Do you know, I meet you in my dreams everyday, And you smile at me and hug me like you used to...
Pls come ba-
Uh, sorry, I am being a psychopath again. Lol
And...
I am sorry for Interrupting...
I am sorry for Talking...
I am sorry that I am not the one you wanted...
I am sorry I can't forget you...
I am sorry for disappointing you...
I am sorry for making trouble...
I am sorry for Being a person...
I - I - I am...
I am...
I am sorry that you have to deal with me...
If it is possible then forgive me...
And I don't know what else to speak...
I don't know...
~Naina ♥
