*creak*
almost everything went collapse when, I throw my phone at the entrance of the campus, as soon as the love of my life breaks up with the phone. I was holding an umbrella over my hand while everyone is the University got their eyes on me ...
probably this is the first time, these people saw me, Nina, terrible for the first time like this over the past 3 years. everyone knows me, not for my tears. but for my heart.
I grabbed my hair in my hands with stress while still holding the umbrella .' why does he need to do this to me, I thought he was the only one for me. was I not beauty enough in his eyes ? or is he changed? why why why '
my heart just rushed with plenty of questions, where did all this go wrong? how does he thinks I m not good for him anymore. or did he changed?
all these 3 years of my life, I believed him as my earth and rounded him, why should he leave me just like that. was I too blindfolded in love, that I didn't see his true self ?... all he said was 3 words in the first " I love you " and replaced those words with another 3 "let's break up".
if he is only up to this, then why did he made me feel like an angel? why did he make me laugh and smile for him ? why did he showed his shoulders when I was worried? all he did, was imprinting himself in my heart. then, he wants me to forget about it as nothing happened between us?
a drop of downpour brushed against my cheek, which had no different from my teardrop. felt so many stars on me, they felt so weird. the people around me did not even care to lend me a hand but distanced themself from me.
broken me fell on my knees, clenching my collar while tears rushed like falls in my eyes. their gaze on me, make me to k*ll myself with bloodbath as I closed my eyes tight. heard that false laughter, which made me bow and slap my ears with my hand.
felt the pain of hell, in real life. what can make me happy again anyway? the only thing which oddly made me feel safe was the rainfall over me. and uncomfortable feeling of being better. only if everyone vanished in this rain, only if everything goes back in time, only if my boyfriend didn't say those 3 words even in my life, I would be happy forever ... and ever.
my thoughts take me to the things which will never happen, as I shouted "arghhhhhhh ..."
I found myself an idiot, to still have hope in that b*st**d. losing all my hope is the best pain I have ever felt ...even a dead soul won't be in sorrow like me who lost her hope in the rain.
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'there is still hope' when I found something over me, made me felt safe in this rain. made me felt hopeful. finally, a hand lend me help, not only for my umbrella but still for my heart. my best friend, the one I travelled with my whole life since my school.
Allen, with a smile, gave me his hand to stand while holding an umbrella in another hand I burst out in tears in his arms... still I can hear ... people started to say "she found another man this soon ?" "he tricked the girl with an umbrella".
many laughed at my loss, many pitied me for my state, but the only one who gave me support. now I don't want to leave this comfort region forever.
At least, I have a single soul to cheer me "where is the break up party? shall we go get drunk together with Mia?" Allen tried his way to comfort me where I ended up with a chuckle.
whether I fall in love again with another? or with him ? or stay single forever, I got my hope on my back. "thanks buddy" I felt warm with this friendship.
........the end........
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