Reality something we're all afraid to face. Difficulties is one. We face forward about the little things we don't want to bare. Sometimes we simply want to rest. We don't want to face it. Which why this story is based on a true story.
Life wasn't easy for me. Til the time I lost all my memories. I don't remember a single phase of my life. everything is a blur. In a peaceful place where I landed on. I saw a familiar face that I can't quite remember. She approached me to say hello. I said hi back in return. "What are you doing in a place like this " she asked. I replied "I don't remember". She replied "it seems like you've forgotten things my friend". ("my friend?..") I taught to myself. her words confused me for a moment but I know her words are familiar. I simply can't connect it. She asked me if I wanted to go with her. Then of course I replied yes. I for one who had no knowledge on what's around me. I simply follow everything she told me. I stayed for awhile. I got along with her without me realizing it sooner but for some reasons I was uncomfortable.
I don't know anything about her yet she's very familiar to me. I can't put it to words. Til I realized who she really was. And when I realized that the pain really hits me. Me who realized she was an old friend. An old friend who have passed away. I was happy to remember but mortified at the same time. I wondered to myself why am I with a person who had passed away. Then I taught ''have I died too?"... Everything remained a mystery. Til the the day I had the courage to ask her. "Are you real?...". She was surprised when I asked that...but then she gave me a sweet smile saying "it was good to see you again..old friend". Tears started falling off my eyes."You have to wake up now"she said. I smiled saying "I miss you ilya...". Then I woke up in my dark bedroom crying. Only to realize it's just a dream. I realized I was too focused on myself that I forgot everything that was important to me. Which is why I started valuing every moments I remember even for a friend who had gone far away.
