We know each other for a long time I just thought that your a person whose not easily to be friend with,but all my guesses were wrong. Your the type of person that is easily to get closed but I keep myself not being closed to you for some unknown reasons. Having you as a friend is enough for me and I didn't wish for anything else I guess. Until such time you open up your problem with me about breaking up with your girlfriend. At that time I thought you were just joking about it not to mention she's also a friend of mine.
You both opened up with me I just it was some misunderstanding that both of you needed enough time to calm downI guess its not cause you really decided breaking up with her. At that time I thought maybe your inlove with someone else since you insisted on breaking up with her. Until you I decided not to interwined with your decision cause I'm just a mere friend to you. We actually no interaction with each other but I don't know why all of the sudden I just found you attracted though you didn't do anything that made me fall inlove with you.
I actually asked a lot of my girlfriends if there is a case the fell inlove and don't know the reason I know its wrong to love you but I just can't help it. I try to convince and made myself busy so that I can't think of you always but I failed to do it. Until I decided I shall go with the flow maybe you'll notice me someday if you already done with her,but my hopes shattered into pieces eventually I know you keep saying to me that you are done with her but how can I not help thinking of what if you still loved her cause I know she do I always saw her post in social medias it's all about you.
Do you remember the day I asked you a lot of question I actually planning to confess my feelings to you but keep saying that I like your brother though I didn't meet him. Days past by I didn't bothered in contacting you cause I decided to move on eventhough I don't know how you felt for me. I even dare myself to block all our communications. Until such time I got drank and accidentally confessed to you I didn't know how to react after I said those thing. But what I'm not ready with is,is your answer you've reject me ahead all I do is cry after you said that you only see me as a friend and your not ready for a relationship again. I just accept it as if I was not hurt. But weeks later you you contact me and said that we are now even I don't know what you mean about then you said you also got rejected at that time I realize your really not into me but what I needed is an honest answered but instead you lie into me which made me frustrated and started to hate but as what they said you can hate him/her as much as you want but when your heart remember how you love him/her it actually useless at all.
