it hurts...
it hurts whenever reality hits me saying that you are not being yourself, you don't love yourself...
it hurts being in this mask, which I too don't know since when I'm wearing
it hurts when I realise that it's not me... I'm wearing a mask... a mask of emotionless me
it hurts when I feel like I'm weak inside this mask
it hurts when I realise, I wear this mask bc I am afraid of my own self
it all hurts...this mask give me pain more than others but I'm never gonna take it off
I'm never gonna, let my true-self come out cuz even if this mask give me pain it make me feel strong
I feel so strong with the mask of stone-hearted me...I know I was never happy with this mask but...
I also know that now I won't be able to even breathe by showing my true self.....
to be honest I don't remember who I am behind this mask.....
I just know that I'm lost.... somewhere in my own self