Just hold on for God sake. but shit, tomorrow I have to see him again in college with his new one and I can't swell this anymore.
my pains are growing so I can't able to sleep at night. I want peaceful sleep for extended. but when I took sleeping pills it didn't work. I still wake. what the fuck is happening? It's so frustrating. whenever I into the water there is no more desire to breathing.
A few days ago, A doctor asked me why I want to die? there was no answer from me. I just told him that I just wanted to do so I did but why? I don't know.
yes, I tried many times to die. even the doctors recognise my name nowadays.
recently treatment goes on with me. Doctors gives example why I should have the desire to live more.
