Thinking Straight

If I was on a sand right now, I'm sure I would've dug three feet deep on the ground I've been pacing around. But luckily I was in the living room of an expensive huge two-story house of my friend, Jacks, fidgeting and nervous of what I'm about to do tonight. Speaking of that hot guy, I heard his car pulling up in his garage before the door opened wide.

"Hey?" His arching brow told me he didn't quite like the way I looked right now. "Lemme guess, you didn't get the Uni you've been luśting over with?"

I shook my head. "No."

"What's with the face and why are you pacing around my living room?" He dropped his keys to an empty fishbowl perched on the table near the door.

"I need your help, Jacks." I bravely said before ceasing my movement to finally face him.

"When's the last time you didn't need my help?" He answered dreadfully before kicking his shoes off.

Any other day, I would've felt embarrassed and insulted at his words but tonight was different. "Seriously, Jacks. Please."

"OK, spill it out." He shrugged his coat off, hanging it on the tree before he slumped his six foot four frame on the couch.

Jacks flipped the TV on, looking disinterested to whatever I was about to say. So I snatched the remote from his hand and turned the TV off to his utter annoyance.

"What the hell, bitch!" He growled.

"I'm serious, Jacks. I'm not going to college this year. Not yet. I know you want me out of your place and believe me, I've been doing all the best I can to look for a job and a place to transfer my aśs to. Fortunately, I finally found a nice paying job that can actually pay my rent, bills and hopefully my tuition for the next semester. But first, I need your help!" I breathed out after my rather lengthy speech.

Jacks crossed his arms over his chest, now looking very interested at the mention of me finally getting the hell out of his house. He'd been dying to get rid of me but only held by his conscience at the fact that I've got nowhere to go.

He shrugged his shoulders and gestured his hand. "Then by all means, speak."

"I went into this studio from an ad I found in a folded paper handed to me by a random guy in the bar last night." I held my hand up when he's about to protest. "It's legit, OK. I checked it out. They have registrations and shit like that. They're looking for models."

Jacks raised his brow again, obviously not believing what's coming out of my mouth. But he chose to stay quiet for me to continue, thank heavens for that. So I did carry on with my explanation.

"They're looking for five girls for their new season of CümSlütTeen but they specifically put on the requirement that the girls should have an exemplary performance to be admitted. But I don't have that. So I need to have a lot of practicing to do so I'd be hired."

"Excuse me, what? CümSlütTeen?" His brows now reached to the ceiling as he exclaimed that word out. "What the fuçk kind of job is that?"

"Pörn star, Jacks! They're hiring for pörn stars!" I blew out a deep breath, suddenly feeling really pissed and exhausted with my hopeless situation.

"You're going to be a prostitute? How much did they offer you for agreeing into this śhit? And how will I fit into the picture?" He looked puzzled for a moment before his mouth fell to the ground realizing what I just proposed to him. "Fuçk, bitçh! I'm not ever putting my diçk in you! We're both girls!" He exclaimed, crossing himself as if I just said a very sinful and taboo thing to him.

Maybe I did. No, I just certainly did. It's absolutely a sin to propose sex to Jacks. First because he's my friend. Second, he's gay. Third, he's dating another hot guy friend of mine. Fourth, I've been pining over him since God knows when. Fifth, I'm a vïrgin and this was really a bad idea.

"Please, Jacks. You'll just gonna break me in, that's all."

"I'm not going near that puśsy of yours! You disgust me, Thea! Get the hell out of my sight!"

"Jacks, let's just look this at the brighter side of the story. The moment I'd be hired, they'll be paying me a thousand dollars for every shoot. Then I'd be out of your sight just as you wish. With me away, you'll be able to invite Nathan at last to move in with you. But this will only happen if you have sex with me."

"I told you..."

"Please, Jacks!" I cajoled, my tears suddenly slid down my cheeks. "Please, you're the only person I trust to do this with."

"Bitçh! Don't you ever use waterworks on me!" He glared.

He sat there in silence, looking straight at the empty space as if weighing down my situation. Nathan, Jacks boyfriend, was actually the one I was friends with. Jacks only befriended me only because he wanted my help to get to know Nathan. So I introduced them to each other and they instantly got hooked up. They've been together for two years now and were obviously planning to live together.

"You're a vïrgin, right?" Jacks asked, not bothering to glance my way.

"Yes." I nodded.

He blew a deep breath, brushing a hand over his face. "I hate having sex with a vïrgin girl!"

"Wait, you mean you had sex with a girl before?"

"Why do you think I ended up being gay? Of course I had sex with a girl before. Once! And it was a horrible experience I had. That bitçh peeled the skin off of my back, damaged my eardrums for screaming so loud. Yelling at my face afterwards because she didn't come. It wasn't my fault she had a very long fuse to burn!"

I couldn't help but laugh at the pictures he drew in my head. "Oh my God. That's ridiculous. OK, thanks for the heads up. I promise to clip my nails so I won't scratch you. You can also duct tape my mouth and I won't mind if you can't make me come. The goal is to break me in and loosen me up a little."

"I need a drink." He said while running a hand over his forehead.

I jumped and walked towards the mini bar, pouring him a glass of Cognac. Bringing it back with me, I took a seat beside him on the couch before handing the glass to him. Even if Jacks was gay, he still looked so hot from the way he moved and speak and of course of how he finished his shot of Cognac in one swallow.

"I think I'd be needing a whole bottle of this for what we're about to do right now."

I grinned at him, realizing he just agreed to do it with me from the way he said his words. Reaching forward, I covered his hand with mine while smiling up at him.

"Thanks, Jacks. Thank you so much. But I can't afford you getting wasted or you might not be able to do it right with me."

"Damn, girl. I'd probably be hating myself after this."

"Luckily, we won't be seeing each other anymore after I'll have my first paycheck. I promise to be out of your hair ASAP."

His frown showed while staring down at me before he blew a deep and heavy sigh. He then unbuckled his jeans, popping his button and pulling his zipper down.

"Well, aren't you going to get undress?"

"Uhm.. O-ok." I jumped to my feet to strip myself off of my clothes.

My hands were shaking while doing this, my eyes couldn't somehow find themselves back to Jacks. I felt so fuçking nervous. Finally, I pulled my panties down, the last remaining piece of clothing from my body, and stood in front of Jacks who'd also been näked a few seconds earlier.

"Jesus! You're so big!" I couldn't help but exclaim at the sight of Jacks' coçk.

"Don't tell me stupid stuff like that. It won't excite me at all. It's not a compliment for me. So get down here and wake up this sleeping rod with your mouth."

Shuffling to my feet, I knelt in front of Jacks, staring wide-eyed at his soft pënis. He's not even hard yet he looked already terrifying as he hung so very low, it almost reached his knees if that didn't sound so ridiculous. I tentatively touched him with my trembling hand, gasping at the feel of him in my grasp.

"Come on, girl. I don't want to dally this anymore. I'm freaking out here already!"

"OK, ok. I'm doing my best here."

Drawing from my memory the moves I saw in the pörn before, I held Jacks' coçk firmly with my hand, sliding up and down his length. He dropped his head back on the couch, covering his face with both hands. I couldn't help but chuckle because he obviously didn't like me doing it to him. Or any woman to that matter.

My wrist kept its steady rhythm of jacking Jacks off, up and down, up and down. His priçk began to harden, lengthening and getting angrier with every massage. Jacks's breathing also grew heavy, his hips moving and jerking with my touch.

"Uhm, you're really so huge. Are you a twelve?" I wondered if he would ever fit in me.

"Don't be ridiculous! I'm only nine!" He raised his head up, looking down at me with a frown. "Now stop and just get done with it."

I stood from the floor, not really knowing what to do next.

"Are you wet? I'm not going to eat your puśsy!" He declared.

"I don't expect you to." Taking the lube from the nearby table, I uncap it and applied a generous amount around Jacks' diçk.

I didn't have to guess why he kept lube all over his place. It's obvious Nathan had been here for more than I could guess but only when I'm away, of course. After I'm satisfied with my work, I straddled Jacks' thighs, holding his coçk with my hand while bracing myself on his shoulder with the other.

Slowly, I came down his length, positioning his tip at my entrance. Jacks blew out a shaky breath, suddenly gripping my waist ever so tightly. Dipping lower, his coçkhead started penetrating me while we held each other's gazes.

"Oh fuçk, Thea! This is killing me!"

"I know, ok. But I don't really know... Ah Shiiit!"

Jacks suddenly thruśt deep inside me, I wasn't able to react. A zap of pain shot straight from my puśsy to my womb and spreading all over my body down to my toes.

"Are you alright?" Jacks worriedly asked.

"No, obviously!" I answered through gritted teeth. "It hurts like son of a bitçh! Jesus! Did you really have to shock me like that?"

"Believe me, Thea. I'm as thrilled as you are right now with my diçk inside your puśsy!" He glared down at me before closing his eyes for a moment. "But I have to give it to you. Fuçk, your puśsy is so damn tight, girl. I wish I have a twat like this, I bet Nathan would be so thrilled."

I chuckled at his remark. "Can you move?"

"You're on top, you're supposed to be the driver."

"At least, help me with this."

Jacks hands helped me up, sliding his coçk out of me until only his tip remained before easing me down once more until I was sitting back on his balls. He groaned so loud, his gut trembling as he returned into my depths. Again, he raised my body up and back down again. Repeatedly, he did this, his diçk sliding in and out of me until our slow pace picked up speed. I was literally rocking on top of Jacks now, fuçking myself to him.

Jacks hands left my waist as they explored the rest of my body, kneading my breaśts, tweaking my nïpples and rubbing my çlit. The sensation was so overwhelming that I couldn't help moaning and crying out.

"Sorry! Am I being loud?" I managed to asked in a whimper.

"Not so much. It's alright. God, I can't believe we're fuçking right now, bitçh! Your puśsy really feels so good! How about me? How do I feel?"

"It was strange at first." I answered in between thruśts and pants. "But it feels better as soon as the sting went away."

"You're not hurting anymore?"

"No. Just pleasurable pain because you're big, I feel so full with you."

"Can I fuçk you? It's the only way I want my sex. Rough, deep and fast. Do you think you can handle that?"

"I'll be a pörn star, Jacks. Maybe that's a good thing to loosen me up."

Jacks didn't answer anymore when he flipped me down the couch, him on top of me this time. He spread my thighs so wide before pounding his long fat diçk in and out of me. His mouth slammed into me to my surprise. I didn't expect him to kiss me because, duhh, it'd be so intimate that way. But I answered him though, opening my mouth to receive his tongue to play with mine.

"Jacks! Oh, God! You're going too deep!" I cried out because he kept butting my cervix and it made me feel like peeing.

"I told you, it's the only way I fuçk!" He answered breathlessly.

He captured my mouth again, kissing me ever so deeply probably to shut my mouth. His hips pummeled down on me, his coçk squeezing its way into my tight cünt, making sure his pelvis rubbed my çlit. My fingers curled, claws ready to rip some flesh but I quickly remembered his rant that I flattened my hand over his back.

Jacks relentlessly fuçked me, I could feel every groovy vein of his huge coçk rubbing against my walls, slamming into my soaking puśsy without mercy. I was squishy wet, too. I knew it's no longer from the lube but my own juices coming out of my walls which helped Jacks' penetration easier and sleeker. Finally, when Jacks released my mouth, I breathed in a lungful of breath and moaned at the same time when he captured one of my breaśts into his mouth.

This time, my toes curled at the sensation I felt. Every thruśt, every kiss, his teeth grazing my tïts and every rub of his thumb over my çlit were all the recipes I needed to push me to the edge.

"Jacks! Oh, God I'm coming!" I screamed. "Yes! Yes! Yes!"

I bucked my hips up when my orgaśm hit me just as when Jacks also slammed his diçk back in me that sent him to the bottom of my pussy. We cried out, both in pleasure and pain, our hips undulating, bodies quaking as we came together. I could feel his tip flooding huge amount of spërm right at the puckering hole of my cervix. I couldn't tell him to pull out because all I could utter were breathy yeses and ecstatic moans.

"Let me rest for a moment, ok. I think I just lost my eyeballs."

I giggled, massaging his back with my hand up and down. At this rate, I didn't care if he's smothering me with his weight. I'm too fuçking spent to protest anyway. I closed my eyes with a faint smile on my lips. I felt like floating in the skies, still high with my orgaśm that I didn't notice I actually fell asleep.

It was already morning when I woke up and on the bed too to my surprise. But something made me wake up though. Raising my head up, I peered down and saw Jacks' hand playing with my puśsy. He'd made me so wet even when asleep.

"What are you doing?"

"Oh thank fuçk you're awake! I'm hörny, look at my poor diçk it's really hard and needs attention."

I stretched my aching muscles over the bed before sitting up and sliding down towards Jacks' crotch. Yes, he's indeed hard and standing proud with his mighty height and solid girth. I took him in my hand and began massaging him up and down. Curious, I swiped my tongue over his tip where there's a bubble of precüm that came out. Jacks' hips jerked up and a low growl resounding from his chest.

Feeling inspired by his reaction, I opened my mouth and sucked his coçk, swirling my tongue over and around his rather ballooning tip. Jacks hissed when I tried to swallow at least half of his length into my mouth.

"Don't try so hard, Thea! You might fracture your jaw." He warned through large puffs of breath. "You know what, your puśsy is way tighter and better than your mouth. So hop on me and lemme get inside you."

Crawling slowly, I swung my leg over his hips so I could straddle his waist. Right after I sheathed Jacks' coçk inside my dripping puśsy, he quickly rolled us over so I'm beneath him this time. Jacks didn't hold himself, didn't waste time and most specially didn't wait for me when he started plunging his diçk repeatedly in my pussy.

Oh, my God! He's literally nailing me down the bed with his enormous priçk, deep and fast. Fast and deep. His coçk kept coming and going and that pinching sensation of my bladder made me curl my toes.

"$hit, Jacks! I'm going to pee!" I screamed out, not caring if he hated a loud girl in bed.

"Fuçk! Fuçk! Fuçk you, Thea! Just pee on my coçk. I can't stop right now! I want to come! $hit! This twät feels so good!"

After saying the word 'stop', his body seemed to have lost control, his hips thruśting, plowing me deep, so very deep, making my eyes crossed. Jacks reached beneath to cup my aśs up, raising my puśsy into his pelvis. His coçk getting a better and deeper leverage inside my battered hole.

"Come on, bitçh!" He exclaimed before pinching my çlit that made me jerk and scream. "I'm fuçking close! Come with me, Thea! $hit! Fuçk this cünt! I want this puśsy! I fucking love your cünt, Thea!"

"Yes, Jacks! Fuçk me! Fuçk me good with your coçk! Aww, śhit that hurts! Take my puśsy. Mold it with your coçk! I love your coçk, too! So big, so long! Ahh! Shiiitt! Jacks! I'm coming! I'm coming! Jaaaccckks!"

Throwing his head back, Jacks groaned so loud while he squeezed my breaśts so hard when he came. His diçk kept punching my womb like a boxing bag, my puśsy squishing with his move. Slop, slop! Slop! I couldn't decide if that's the sound of his balls slapping against my aśs or his diçkhead butting my cervix. It sounded the same though, and the feeling was no different, too.

He rolled to the side before pulling out of me, breathless and sweaty. "Damn, girl! I think I might get addicted with your cünt around my coçk. I'll be keeping you after all."

Jacks reached across the bed, tapping my leaking puśsy with his hand. I smiled but unable to answer him anymore when sleep snatched me away from reality once again.

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"Thank you for the ride, John." I kissed my friend's cheek goodbye before hopping out of his car.

"No, no wait. Let me open that for you." He grinned before getting out of his car, rounding to my side to open my door for me.

I smiled up at John, too freaking shy all of a sudden with this royalty treatment. He could be picking up on me but I'm still not that confident enough to take the bait. I'm still new to the seduction program. Maybe I was picking the wrong signals. My fantasizing, however, was quickly cut short when the door of the house suddenly opened wide, Jacks' looming frame occupied almost the entire entrance. His scowl was visible even from this distance before he moved to get towards the iron gate.

"Get your fuçking hands off of her!" Jacks declared, pushing John by the chest.

"Jacks! What's wrong with you!" I exclaimed, suddenly rattled at his odd behaviour.

"Get your aśs inside the house!" He glared down at me before turning to John. "You ever put your mother fuçking hands on her and it'll be your funeral!"

"Wow, Thea. I didn't peg you for a two timer bitçh!" John addressed me with obvious fury, hands raised up for surrender.

"I'm not! Jesus, Jacks' my friend. Jacks, what are you doing? John just offered to drive me here. What's wrong with you?"

"I said get the fuçk inside the house! And you!" He turned to John once more. "Thea is mine! We're living together. So keep your diçk in your pants. You ain't gonna taste it in your lifetime."

Jacks shoved John by the chest one last time, the guy slammed back to his car before Jacks grabbed me by the elbow. I was so shocked from the words I heard from him, I couldn't utter a single word of protest when he tossed me inside his living room, slamming the door shut behind him.

"W-what’s that for?" I stammered before I blinked from my stupor. "What the hell was that for! Are you insane! John was a nice guy!"

"Guys are always nice when they wanted some puśsy, Thea!" Jacks growled.

"What the fuçk's wrong with you?" My body suddenly shook with the intensity of my rage.

"What's wrong with me? How about you, what's your problem? You have my coçk in this house and yet you're searching another outside! Are you being a slüt!"

"Whoa!" I chuckled humorlessly. "Jacks, let me breathe ok, I don't really understand this."

"Then let me draw it to you clearly. You're mine! You stay here, I don't care if you don't get any job. Especially not that pörn gig one! Just finish your college, I'll pay your bills. But you have to be näked and wet for me at the end of the day!"

"W-what?" I asked wide-eyed in disbelief. "What happened to being just friends? To being disgusted with puśsies? Jacks, you're gay in case you've forgotten! And Jesus! You're with Nathan!"

Jacks crossed his arms over his chest, his jaw ticking. "Nathan and I actually broke up seven months ago. I'm still gay, Thea. I can't help that. But I can't be just your friend anymore after what happened between us. $hit, did you put something in your puśsy? Why did I suddenly get addicted with it?"

"B-but..." I crossed and uncrossed my arms, unable to form a response. "Why didn't you tell me you broke up with Nathan?"

"Because you're the reason of it. Duhh! Did you expect me to tell you 'hey bitch, guess what, Nathan and I broke up because I started getting weird since you started living with me which is why I want you out of my house because Nathan wanted me to prove that you're not an issue' that kind of revelation?" Jacks glared down at my shocked face.

"W-what. Wait." I stutter, confused, shocked and suddenly getting ridiculously wet. "What weird? How?"

"Look, I'm hörny. My diçk is hard, go on to the couch and spread your thighs for me. I want to be inside you ASAP!"

Blowing a large breath, I stripped in front of him, still feeling out of sorts with this sudden turn of events. "You have to explain to me, Jacks. You know we have to talk about this."

"After I come inside you, I'll tell you everything. Now, spread that puśsy for me."

"No, I suggest while we're at it, you tell me everything."

Jacks came down my body on the couch, covering me with his huge solid frame before his coçk plunged ever so deeply inside my already soaking puśsy. We both moaned when he finally bottomed out, balls deep in my cünt.

"$hit! I've been fuçking you for a week now yet you remained so tight like a glove!" Jacks announced.

He began thruśting in me, heavy and fast blows of his hips into my pelvis. "Start talking, Jacks!"

"Fuçk! I kind of screamed your name after I came while Nathan was fuçking me. It happened a week after you started living with me." He began while puffing huge breaths.

"Hmm, ah! B-but, that's ah, ah year ago!"

"Yes! Fuçk bitçh, your aśs just kept tickling my memory, your legs, your soft smooth skin. $hit! Your smile. It all seemed to embed in my brain, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Damn it!" Jacks pushed up over me with only his hips raising up and down.

"Go on!" I enthused, rocking my hips in sync with his rhythmic blows.

"So I told you to start packing up because that's also the time my relationship with Nathan going rocky. I was frustrated and angry. I... $hit, do that again, Thea! Yes, like that." Jacks groaned. "Squeeze that mother fuçking diçk with your puśsy! I can't decide who to choose between the two of you. But I thought choosing Nathan will be the best choice. Fuçk, your puśsy is so fuçking tight! I know you'll understand me if I have to send you away. Besides, I can still keep you both close without hurting your feelings."

"And then what?" I coaxed, squeezing his coçk with my walls.

"And then I just snapped. Seven months ago, I finally broke up with Nathan. But I can't take my words back of you leaving my place so I just left it like that. But then you wanted to be a pörnstar and I got so fuçking angry! And you offered your virgin puśsy! $hit! $hit!"

Jacks fuçked me harder, deeper, faster. His sweat trickling from his temple down my cleavage. His thruśts became uncontrollable, making me arched my back with the force.

"I'm coming, Thea! I don't want to make promises, girl. But śhit, I love you! I love you! I'm coming!"

"Jacks! Umph!" My scream died in my throat when Jacks captured my mouth with his.

Our bodies quaked with our orgaśm, our moans thundering across the room and our juices exploded inside my puśsy before it melted down the crack of my aśs. My heart was experiencing little shocks of heart attack upon hearing Jacks feelings towards me.

"What now?" I asked after our breathing evened out.

Jacks rose to his elbows, staring down at me with a frown. "Right now, you go back to school and finish your college and earn your degree."

"And?"

"And we get married and have lots of kids."

"But what if you... You know get attracted to a man again. I don't want to stop you." I wanted to cry if that would ever happen. "Maybe we can share him if that ever happen." I grinned to hide my fear and pain.

"What the hell, bitçh! I'm not going to share you with anyone! Besides, I'm a faithful man, I mean girl. Fuçk! I don't know what to call myself anymore. You did this to me. But seriously, I know I can't possibly be attracted with someone else while all my attentions are only with you. We'll just take this one day at a time, ok?" He didn't wait for my answer and kissed my mouth again, sealing his promise of loyalty and trust and ownership.

(This one-shot is part of my S.M.U.T. compilation and was made into a book with a different title as requested by a fan. You may download my books at kindle, amazon, smashwords). Thank you for reading!