Seven years......
I spent fûcking seven years without him....
We once made promises to each other that we would never stop loving each other even if the world comes to an end....
"I don't love u anymore"...does he think these five words are enough to make me forget the other five words we once said to each other "I'll never stop loving you"....??
But he did said them....loud and clear...which turned my world upside down in just a few seconds...
I thought that he would wait for me as I went to fulfill his wish not my...
On my way towards Korea after seven years I decided to call my most important person in my life who gave me the meaning of loving and being loved...
"Taehyung...I'm coming back to you", I said not hiding the crazy happiness in my voice.
silence....
"Hello, Tae? are you there baby?", a hint of worry in my voice.
"Don't come", I heard him clear but my ears weren't ready for those words so I asked again.
"huh? Tae?".
"I don't love you anymore, so don't come", he sounded confident at his choice of words.
"Don't come to my home, bye" he ended the call and with the call the meaning of my life ended as well...
I stopped in my track towards the place we called 'our home' unable to digest whatever I was hearing.
I was the strongest guy...I was the strongest guy in my high school...until I met this fairy named Kim Taehyung...who lit up my life and made me weak for the first time...
He came into my life uninformed like a winter breeze carrying my favourite lavender scent in every part of him...
and now that he'd captured a place noone can ever get, he wants to just move away from my life just like this?? saying just few hurtful words??
No....I can't just turn away from him....
Even if he'd stab me with a knife I still don't dare to leave him...
he's my everything...
he's the reason I'm breathing till now...
I tried to stop breathing 10 yrs ago because that was when I lost everyone important in my life in an accident...but he showed up just like an angel...and took me away with him...
I can't waste his effort by turning away from him...no...
Gripping the diamond ring I bought for him and prepared my heart for whatever was going to come next...even though I know that I may die but the love for him would stay eternal in my heart...
With my heavy heart I started walking towards the house he called 'his home' moments ago...
when I attempted in knocking the door I found it open the way it used to be seven years earlier...
I knew he can't just forget me...my heart felt a little relief and entering the door I ignored a pair of shoes on the gateway and made my way quietly towards the room filled with our love...
the room where we made love...
the room I missed all this years.. suddenly gave a homely feeling soothing my heart...
as I was about to push the door open some noises stopped me on my track....
My heart starting bleeding when two familiar voices hit my ear...I didn't know that the voice which I missed these years...the same voice made him cry in a split second....
Unable to believe I stood there for some time to recheck the familiar voices...one of his love and another his best friend....
"huhh~~ahh~~plzz..slow", Tae's moans were clearly hitting my ears like draggers...
"just a little more you'll feel the pleasure soon I promise", Jimin was literally shouting as if they know that I am able to hear them...
"aauu~ fuck...pull it out~jimin~~"...
Are they?? no no this can't be true...
I felt like the ground under my feets was moving and I wasn't able to just stand there...
I was trying hard to convince my heart that it's my illusion for staying away from Tae for such long time...
I'm just feeling insecure...that's it..it has to be this..
"open your legs wider Tae~ you're so beautiful"
"ahh~~mm~~ ple..ase...faster babe~"
Babe?? Tae called me that whenever we used to makeout...but...why is he...no...
I was still standing infront of the door behind which something was going on which I fear will break my heart...I wish I'm wrong...I have to be wrong...
my Tae would never do this to me ...
am I being betrayed?? from my friend and my love??
am I feeling angry?? no...I'm not...not until I ensure it....
so gripping my heart my fragile hands succeeded in opening the door wide...
my eyes searched for my love but instead I found Jimin standing in my way smirking maybe becoz he noticed my tears which made their way down my face without my notice...
"my work is done bye", unable to get what he said I stood there without moving as I heard him closing the door behind me...
I was just about to move when I experienced a pull on my collar and my whole body which was already weak got dragged and my back bashed on a wall and I suddenly felt something soft on my lips...the familiar sweetness which I missed...
it was lavender...my favourite...
I wasn't able to respond at first but when the pair of lips left mine then I was able to see the face I longed for...the face which came in my dreams numerous times...the face I wanted to touch for so long....
My angel...my Taehyung...
"so my doctor came back to me at last", the voice hit my heart hard making me feel all the emotions together...love, belongingness, homely, emotional...
yes I went to become a doctor becoz my love insisted me to...
I touched his face to check it is my hallucination...but it felt real...words weren't coming out from my throat which was dry...but I forced out few words...
"but...you...that call...Jimin..."
that smile which carried the spell to bold me...to enchant me...
he caressed my face with his glossy eyes filled with love he answered
"just to see if Jeon Jungkook still loved me the same way he did seven years, two months, thirteen days, ten hours, sixteen minutes, twelve, thirteen, fourteen seconds..."
my eyes got wide...
"then...Ji..Jimin...", I was stammering...
"part of my plan we were just making noises, he didn't touch me", Tae raised his hands in anticipation but I caught his waist and pulled him closer, mounded our lips this time hungrily as if I would eat him whole...
he just let me do whatever I was doing and co-operated me the way he used to do...
so all this while was my love test??
I mentally laughed at my tears which wasted its time coming all way down...
I grabbed him tight letting him know how much I missed his lips, his smell, his eyes... overall him..
I kept tasting all his sweet saliva not giving him time to breathe...he moaned between our kiss...
I let go his lips and cupped his face..
"I love you and will do so as long as I exist"..
my words brought smile on his lips...
"I'm yours Jungkook"
this was it...I'm done...
"YOU'RE MINE"
✨✨ ~~the end~~✨✨
