"Do you love yourself?"
To be honest, It's not like I love myself.
But I didn't hate myself either.
So it's like...
I love myself but not completely.
Sometimes I felt like I was the luckiest person in the world to be born and grow to be myself now.
Sometimes I hate myself that if I could be someone else, I would do so.
There's so many things I don't know about myself.
What do I want to be?
What do I want to do?
What I love the most?
What is the thing that I hated the most?
Urghh. Why do need to be so complicated???
But the question that I wanted to know the answer the most is.....
If I asked my past self, "Do you proud of me?"
Would my past self say, "I'm proud of you"?
What about now?
What if myself in the future asked the current me,
am I proud of her?? What would I answered?
I hope one day, I would figure it out.
Thanks for reading this nonsense.
