people " say gay's r disgusting .."
When everyone thinks that I'm ok... I'm fine... I'm popular..
I know myself ... and i know that... I'm broke ..
That one guy I loved , that someone who had my heart..
HE LEFT LIKE NOTHING WAS BETWEEN US !
forever i thought that i was the one for this... the one who FU¢KED IT UP !! but ... it... it was him who hated me ..
"I fucking hate gays they are damn disgusting"
That one thing made me lose all hope .. all love... everything for him
But HOW LONG WILL I LIE TO MYSELF !?
HOW LONG !?
I.. I fu¢king .. still love him after all these years..