We are distant we live far away ,, we were school friends but i never talked to you you tried to talk to me ,, but i was too shy to even carry conversations with you daily . When u came to our school by transfer i was like (maybe we become friends) who knows . You gaved speech at stage that was the first time i saw you , your voice was so calm and smoothing i just wanted to hear it again and again ... Destiny made us come in same class after shuffle , i waned to sit with you but couldn't cause i was already with my friends.. i know u still dont know and will never knew that i loved you from start . You met me in class but i knew from before at that stage when every person got blurred out and you and me were there only.... i can still feel that feeling with eyes closed 😌✨
We just spent half year in same class,,in 2019 we had to study online but then only we came close , taking notes , asking work made us friends ,, we came closer and more more ,,, i litrelly got obsessed with your talks ,,a day without talking to you used to feel a bad day.....we became bestfriends who could feel wts going on in our hears i still don't know did you loved me !?..cause I don't know ....we never made it clear....still we talk ....who will Message first and when will you reply ... everytime mostly i am the one who calls you first ,,,, I don't know ,, should i stay or move on? should i tell you my true feeling or should i hide them like i do? it's 2021 now we are talking from almost 2 years .....still it feels like only a month have passed ,,,,still everything feels new ...with you .. ,,,my first love ! will it left untold ......i still don't know if we will really end it like Besties or the forever love but ill always be there with you in every good and bad situation ,,,lemme see how it turns out ,, it's totally upon fate , i love you just i love you ( i want to say you this but I don't know how to say, wt will you say, will we stay the same, or ill lose you forever , I don't wanna ruin this ...so i just let it go ......like always ( leave it ) 🙃..
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i know this will never reach you piggy ,but i want to share my feeling soo even in your lifetime somehow u read this ....just listen ...i love you and always will do.🦋.🐷and🐁
today its 16 nov 2021...we have been getting close from last 2-3 days...she likes me back...?!!!! am smiling like a fool and running in whole house like a freak...she made a Spotify playlist for both of us ..we added songs...and somehow we were adding songs for each other and listen lyrics ...eheheh 🥰 am so happy rn...i hope ....we meet again ...soon 😁
🤡lol read it all again I used to be cringe man , so over-dramatic, lol we stopped adding songs a long time ago , we don't even talk much now ,,, its 2024 now I've changed a lot so have she , we are friends, she never knew I liked her more than that ,,, She is achieving her dreams in life , am happy for her . Talking about myself, am very much better , doing alright in life .. You know first love will always have its space reserved in your heart somewhere ... I've never fell in love after that but am hopeful and ... sometimes scared ... what if I never fall in love ... whatever its not something am interested in exploring now . I have to get my carrier right . So one advice for you, you will live ! move on ! and be better with time , no matter what you are going through right now .
2025 Haha we don't talk anymore she was a great part of my life and taught me many things and I am very great full for everything. I am focusing on my future More...I didn't got to choose what I wanted but I will still try to reach my goals with whatever I have. Whereas she is pursuing her dreams and its really motivating. She is so happy I can imagine, I don't use social media anymore from a long time so I'm not aware about anyone nd what they are upto and I'm t peace with where I am. Life's beautiful♡
