we were happy ...... but happiness didn't exist long. we both have crush on each other but scared that we will both apart if we share our feeling to each other.... but i think God have other plans....he purposed me... but not like how girls dream about..... but for me that day is the happiest day.... he tell me his feeling of chat.. I said yes.... in starting our relationship was the best time .... our relation lasted 5 years but in the end I hurt bcoz he said I have to forget everything.... just bcz I didn't obey him..... now it's 1.6 year of breakup... it's hard for me to forget about him and move on .... in this relation I suffered..... sometimes he said something that is really hurtful to listen... sometimes I saw him chatted with other girls.. but if I talked with other person he started to fight with.
it's really hard for me to suffer in this relation... sometime I scolded my self why I was fallen for him....
but scolding my self will this problem be solve if yes.. I'm ready to do it....