I loved his smile. The way he displayed it to the world. The way I witnessed it. Nevertheless of the fact that it wasn’t for me!! I knew you are never gonna be mine but yet why this feeling that you’re just mine ?! It makes me joyous yet shatters me apart !!
The guy I’ve been in love this long is someone’s man now !!However my love for him is still the same may be more now.My senior Shin❤️
Shia sitting on a bench alone **
“Is this seat vacant?!”
“Yea! Shin”
It’s him!! The guy I love ...my first love mostly unrequited!!
“You look good Shia!!”
“ oh thank you shin!”
He just sees me as a friend not more not less just a friend, or just a mere junior !!whose existence doesn’t matter nor absence could be a deal!!
“ where’s Ria?”
His girlfriend, his first love.The luckiest person ever !!
He smiles**
“Ohh her !! She’s on her way”
There again that smile !! Which I love the most of all !! Surely he smiles soo well just for her name ... isn’t she lucky ?!
“So, Shia commited now ?!”
“ Eh?! No”
“ Didn’t you like any?!”
“ I have someone I like!!”
“Ohh!! Then why not take a next step?!well, whose he?!”
You... it’s you, have you known that?!no !! You don’t know
“ someone I adore !! I admire and with whom I would love to live”
“Wow!!! Lucky guy”
“Haha !!”
“Shin!!! Here”
“ oh she’s here !! Nice talk shia, bye now”
“Yeah bye !!”
How do I tell you?! How much I love you! I know you’ll never know but still my love won’t go easily for years and years it’s just you in here !! That’s it my unrequited love not the end not the beginning amid of it !!!
