I am here waiting for her to hold my hand or just to be appeared infront of me.
I want to see her.
I want to hold her in my embrace.
I want to pamper her.
I want to cherish her.
I want to show her what is love.
I want to show her the whole world.
but
how can I?
I can't meet her.
I can't see her.
I can't hold her.
It's my fault she is here. She called me happily that day to meet her. I went to her with the same happiness and a little bit of sadness.
There she is waiting for me with her ever beautiful smile on her face which takes all my worries away, but I am going to be the one to make her sad.
She proposed me.
The one that I always wanted to propose actually proposed me. I didn't believe myself. But when reality hit me hard I rejected her. I made her sad, made her cry.
The day is the day I regret rejecting her. Because of me she has accident on that day. Doctor's tried their best but she went into coma.
I regret rejecting her.
I regret not telling her my feelings.
I have my reasons to do that but when I saw her on hospital bed with pipes and machines attached to her I don't care any reasons. The reasons that stopped my feelings and made her into this.
It's been two year's since she is in come. I have been waiting her to wake up. Now the only thing that I care is to see her smile again.
I am too late to express feelings which I should have done before. I don't want to loose her. It breaks my heart to see her in this situation.
I will wait for her.
I will wait for her to smile.
I will wait for her to hold my hand.
I will wait for to take me into her embrace.
Even it took eternity I will wait for you.
