I just got off to the grocery shop. Hiro wanted some groceries and here I am bringing it to him. Actually Hiro is my best friend and also my first love and probably the last. After confessing to him, he was really surprised and also mad. He pushed me away and said he'll think about it. I gave him some time to think even if I'm worried and anxious that he will never talk to me again. After confessing and getting pushed away by him I cried. Later then when his head cool off. He rejected me and put a distance between us. I was really sad...we used to be so close and hang out often after school but we never did anymore. I cried every night after school or after I've done my work when I couldn't take the distance between Hiro and me, I barged in his apartment and said to him that I'll do anything just for him to Love me. After saying stuff like that, he glared at me and grabbed me at my collar, gritting his teeth, a sign of disgust and madness. But he immediately release me and calmed down and agreed. So now I'm his servant. Even though I'm a servant at the least I get to see him more often and he'll call me if he needs anything. I'll always blushed thinking about him. Hiro was homophobic to begin with and I still push myself to him. Yep this is love...fooling yourself and destroying your pride just to be with him. I sighed. If I see him with someone else I don't what I would do. When I'm almost at his place, I opened the door and I saw him kissing with a guy and they we're almost naked. I dropped the groceries as I was shocked from what's happening. And tears drips from my eyes.
"Hic*sniffles*hic" I cried as I wipe my tears away it was no use for it tears drips more.
"Oh,your here" Hiro smirked and the guy stared, looking down on him. Looking at his face saying that I WIN.
"After all I have done, after all he done to me. I've been doing this and that... I've became your dog. Isn't that enough? Could I have done more for you to love me? I was a fool!!!...haha...after all, it was always been one sided" As I said that I ran away as fast as I can not looking to where I'm going.... Even if I look there's no guarantee that I'm headed to something wonderful. It hurts so much...my heart crushing and struggling from the pain. I can't breath and I can't see.
"Agh!!!" What happened? I'm covered in blood...A car? A car hit me? Oh no I'm suddenly feeling dizzy...my eyes are slowly closing and just then I lost consciouns.
