I loved him.
I really did.
But did he loved me?
This question haunted me for 2 years. He did said that he didn't love me but he also said that he loved me.
I don't know what to believe. I believed when he said that he didn't love me. I also believed when he said that he loved me.
I believed his truth and I also believed his lies. Which made me a fool of myself. Now I don't know what to believe.
When he courted me, he acted like he is the most caring person and he did. He cared me. He showed me love. I believed in his act.
Yes that's all an act which I discovered little late. I don't know a person will after accepting their love.
He changed not for good but for bad. Actually he really didn't changed he just showed me his true self.
I tried to change him, I tried to show him my love but all I get was break up. I begged him not to break-up with me. He tested my patience every time I increased it.
I have my limit, he exceeded it.
When he broke up 76th time wait, is it 77th or 78th.... oh no I missed the number. Any way when he said break up this time I just said ok.
It should be ok right. At last he succeeded in breaking up with me. But it didn't.
After 2 to 3 months he started calling me.
He asked me to be his friend which I rejected.
He said that he needed a second chance but he don't that he needed 80th chance. Yes I have him that many chances.
He told me he won't let me cry again, when I asked him why he made me cry, he said that it is fun.
I asked him why he broke up with me that many times when he loved me, he said that when I beg he will know my love.
Didn't I show my love everyday? Does he have to make me cry just to know my love.
I lost it. I can't believe him again after what he did and what he said. I don't want to love again. I don't want to be made fool.
Did I made right decision or not???
