Hi everyone!
I am here to maybe express my feeling,cause its suffocating me.
Lets start from March.
So i have liked my crush for about 4 years.
On march,we talked.
Later,we promised each other to tell each other out crush on the last day of march.
It was the last day, I decided to confess to him, when i was gonna go say hi,he ignored me and walked away. I - I was shocked and confused.
Then the lockdown made us cannot go school.
it was good, avoiding him for months.
During the lockdown, i receive my best friend text saying ' i like you, i really like you'
I somehow was scared of 'love things now,
And accidentally hurt him.
When we went back school it was akward.
I was crying everyday,every night in the toilet.
And
My exams are coming, so my parents forced me to study, but i can't. it somehow scares me. when i am stuck at questions, i tend to think bout past. Im really tired of it.
And i even thought of taking my life away.
Still i was scared of dieing,
So Motivated myself thinking its ok, You must live to see seventeen as it was my dream.
Till now, these 'Scars' keep coming back,i keep thinking bout my past.
Here one important thing i want to say:
Everyone, Lives precious, If you met something difficult, Fight it.
Please don't ever thinking that Dieing is the best way to solve everything. Please don't.
Anyways, Thank You for taking Your time to read this.I would also hope that you would take your time and support my FanFic!
- True Love Cafe
&
- Childhood Friend Is My Sweetheart
I hope you like it!
- Author of True Love Cafe (Fanfic)
- Author of Childhood Friend Is My Sweetheart
(Fanfic)
