yesterday, I was talking to my friend
she said that I have a pretty smile
"the prettiest smiles hide the darkest secrets"
I felt a sharp clench in my heart but I laughed it out
I look like a very joyful and happy person, bit deep down I'm hiding very dark secrets.
my parents think that I am careless, shameless, and I just don't care about other people's comments, they think that I'm strong..........
But the truth is that, they lost their strong daughter long ago
they don't know about my silent cries which my pillows and shower walls have heard
when I'm sad they say I'm faking depression
when I'm not they say I don't know what sadness feels like
people think that I am strong but the truth is that
"I'm just a broken girl"
in a dark world where no one understands me
where I'm all alone
my biggest problem is that I like to be alone but I don't like to be lonely....
To Be Continued-
