Hi im misaki i have crush when i 1st rime i meet him i i know i have crush on i say to my cousin what he's name then morning i forgot his name again and i say to my cousin again and she suspect me if i have crush on him but i said no no I don't have uou know i never have crush and she said yeah right then more months pass my feelings for him is more and more then christmas we go in vocation in my cousin house i meet him again he still the same i always see him but when he go to us my hands move by his own and i accidentally hit his face after that im so embarrassed but they alk laugh then i laugh too more and more months pas again i have feelings for him for 1year but no one know sometimes we chat each other like friends 6 months past sone say he have crush on my one more cousin then i say wow and joke to him i laugh but inside of me i feel pain and other emotions after that create a rp aac to onow its true the i chat him say hi and hello to each other then days past i chat him and say a quick question i chat you have crush and he say yes and i say who he said the name and that's my cousin well if you compare uss he more better, beautiful, funny, cute have a great body i have like that to but she was to perfect then i say oww then after that i delete my acc and never contact him and all my feelings disappear and m6 cousin chay me and we chat a lot and he say my cousin have crush and i say who he say i don't know but she say she have on that boy he say too he forgot to name and my boy cousin say he was handsome and cute then i chat to him that i support them and then my feelings for him back again after 1 year and now it back and that noght im bored and i create a rp acc againand o chat my friends in my reall acc and my one friend is a friend of my crush yeah they friends i only 2 friends in his friends then i chat the one she is a girl and i chat him i say hi and then i say you know this boy? And she said yes and the i say ahh and she say why i said nothing she sad only nothing and i said yes and i ask he have crush or gf? And she no and i said ok then we say goodbye to each other then after that i chat his brother yes her brother then chat hime like whta i chat to her sis then they don't have the same answer he said he have crush and i say who and after the who i say to thim im just course rhen he said the name of a girl it a long time ago the i forgot the name of girl but the girl is so pretty, beautiful, tall, and have a perfect look and they have the same age i feel tge hurt again i cry for 3 days or 1 week that no one know then i say to my self we are not Destiny or soulmate then after that i do the same o delete my acc and i never contact them in my real acc too i block them i private my acc and now I'm happy and my feelings to him is gone i think it's been 3 years it not long for me im happy to be single and i happy now i forget him all my memories about him i forget it i know that truth now not all have forever but if two people really love each other they will have the forever, love, happiness, and if the one is sad or angry they will be able to say to each other and comfort but if it's only one sided love you can only feel the pain, sad or negative emotions that's why i stop being a one sided love i happy now in new me 😊
