I wake up as the ray of sun fall on me ... It's my first morning,I look around and found more shoot growing ....and taking the energy from sun...me too I joined them...
I am happy...as the days when by I grew more and turn into a proper healthy leaf...now the whole tree is cover with a green leaves...I look down only to find yesterday bud now blooming into a beautiful flower beside the tree ...I look ahead toward the road only too see the same teen boy secretly walking behind the pretty girl as if he wanted to assure she reach her home safely....this road is pretty much lonely, not many comes here.....after a while I see him returning while humming a song ...he sounds joyful ....he is surely deep in love with that girl.....I find that secret one side love of him amusing......as the time went, now it's evening, sun start settling I look toward the same road too take a look of a old couple walking hand in hand ,enjoying the soft evening breeze as usual and having a sweet talk , giggling,they both seem like so much in love.....I then see a young boy sitting behind a tree as if he wants to hide from something or run away from something, a bit afar from my tree as he usually does ....he seems gloomy...he sometimes have a bruise in his body ,..his eye seems like it has lost it shines...Ooooohhh!!....how I wish I could be his comforter ....after a while he left alone from there...I wonder where is that kid from, he seems so young to hold so much in his eyes... it's my usual day I enjoy looking at the life around me .....but what I see is not always happy.....someday I see the sad eye of the same teen boy in love,the old couple not coming to enjoy the breeze ,the young boy who seems tired of Everything and at the edge of giving up....the flower losing its beauty......
one same morning I saw I bird with a twig in her beak....I wonder what is she up to ...but soon I realized she is making a nest ....after a lot hard work of few days it was almost complete but..... one stormy night destroyed her effort. The nest fall and yeah it was a rough night for me as well.I was scared that I might fall if my grip is not strong with Branch.... fortunately I live up that night but many fall and the tree even broke his one branch....but the next morning is bright and beautiful but sadly the mother bird have to rebuild ...I somehow feel sad knowing how hard she had work to build that nest ...but the mother bird never seem like she is complaining ...she again start to rebuild her nest and this time with extra caution about the branch where she gonna build her nest...my lip curl up looking at her determination, tolerance, hard work,and more..
It was mid summer , sun is what I needed but too much of it , exhaust me.... it's afternoon the sun shine bright ..now I observed that the teen boy was not hiding anymore as he does before, he walk besides her and having a friendly talk they both talk and laugh while he is also trying to hide his excitement which his eye surely doesn't ..I am sure the girl may have already knows everything because I can see the same affection in her eye....I am sure even she love him ... awhile later I can hear a sniff sounds as I look I find the same gloomy young boy crying silently ....he seems scattered but I wish someone bring him back but than I come out of my thought as I noticed another boy who seems to be a year or two younger than him , stretching his hand with handkerchief ...the elder first look at the younger than take the handkerchief from his hand with hesitation....the younger give an innocent smile ...but at one point I can see that he is not as innocent as seems to be but I know he don't mean any harm for the elder ,I can see the care his eyes hold for elder ...he seems like a young master of a rich family while the elder seems average....the younger now give him a chocolate bar which he took with hesitation the younger smile and than say something to which the elder look confused but than again the younger smile awkwardly and say something rubbing his own nape, to which this time the elder smile sweetly and nodded his head saying something .....I know it surely the start of something new and good .... but now I was glad ...I was glad knowing he was not alone ... someone was there with him ...I know only time can't heal but the love along with time will surely heal the elder and the younger was there to share his warm and loved him...now once again the old couple returned for the evening breeze but the woman seems weaker she seems as she has grown more old in just a week ....I guess she was sick all this while when they where not here for evening breeze...they don't talk much but they were holding hand with a warm smile paste in their face ....the silent between them was not of awkward but of comfort.......
Now.....as the months pass ....I turned into golden yellow....I lost my green color.... everyday my friends keep on falling..at first I was scared of falling but I know when the time comes I will fall... it is inevitable.....but I am grateful, maybe I have been here for only a few months.... hidden from everyone's eye.... but looking at them make me feel joy...I enjoy the every moment.That teen boy finally gather enough courage to confess his love.....they were now a 'teen in love'....the couple look healthier now, she was even blushing at her husband sweet talk like a young married couple in love , which lead her husband to tease her more....well even after so many years their love never seem old it seems growing more each day....the young boy doesn't seem gloomy anymore he giggle and laugh from his heart with his new companion...the younger save an innocent soul before it was fully scattered....now I know that , that boy will surely have an amazing childhood with his companion...the mother bird have left their nest with her young one.....they flew away abandoning the nest but I know some day they will return...
The evening breeze blew making me loose my grip with branch....I fall slowly moving with the air ....as I am falling I am seeing the glimpse of my every moment here , dancing with the gentle breeze, gazing the morning sun, dancing with the gentle rain drop, facing the stormy night and the fear of falling or being tear apart....I smile at myself, knowing that I live my life at fullest with all I had...and finally now I was in the air flying like a bird ...I look up to take one last glance at the full view of the tree "my source". It look gloomy yet beautiful not many leave are attach on him now...but some golden yellow, red- yellow and golden brown leave look amazingly beautiful on him which is my source......I smile looking at my source and said "next spring you gonna bloom again....you gonna be green again .... thank you being my source...."I close my eyes drifting to a long eternal sleep saying " I love you my source." one last time in my conscious mind.... then I feel I fell on something soft and warm...
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A teen girl smile and look up at her love with a fallen leaf in her hand saying " A fallen leaf fulfill a wish." He smile and than nodded......
The fallen leaf is always gonna stay somewhere between the page of her secret diary holding a wish that teen young girl wish for......š
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