I try.......

"𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨" they said it true.....

I try my best in everythingbut in return I just get.... "why didn't you get better...?"

well it will be false if I said that it didn't hurt.... but i still try my best to fake a smile.... ☺

I try to stay strong when someone degrades me......

I try to not let this selfish world take me down....

I try my best to not cry when people around me talk about my body.....

I try to stay strong despite my classmates using me and throwing aside

I try to be good and outgoing... in return I get an answer that I'm undisciplined

I try my best to be positive that one day this will be over.....

I try my best to not let the negative thoughts in me get to me.... but in return i just get humiliated either about my body or the way I behave.... the way the talk.... people judge me a lot.......

but still I try my best to stay positive.....

I don't have much friends nor I need one cause I know they'll back stab me.....

maybe this world made me like this.........

thanks to all those who commented about my body and judged me without knowing the pain I was going through......

you might think why am I writing this.... well this is to release my thinking not to keep it to myself or else I might just suffer.....

people say "don't let the society take the better of you" but what they don't know is it's easy to say but harder to be done..........

even after all this......... I try.......