Yara, she was in her 17. On her first day at college she got her own new cell phone from her mother( In some countries teenager usually don't have their own cell phones. They use their parents phones when necessary). She got so excited and happy after receiving it. She saved all her friends number in her contact list and left a message to everyone of them without telling them it was her phone number. She teased her girl friends sending messages as a guy like " Hey beauty, wanna have chat with me. "
who knows this fun would change her life completely when she got a message from a unknown number.
"Hey Yara"[message from unknown number]
"yes, who is this?"
"you don't know me."
"I know you are one of my friends ."
"Na, I am not your friend but I got your number from your friend."
"You mean Somi? Tell me from whom you got it."
"I can't. I made a promise with that person."
"I bet you're one of my friends. As I got my own phone recently and very few of my friends know my number. So tell me who are you?"
"I am not your friend that's all I can tell."
Yara was in deep thoughts and she was confident enough in herself that was one of her friend's doing. So, she continued texting with the person without knowing further about him.
At night,
"Hey"
"Hey stranger you don't even tell me your name yet."
"Ayan.I am Ayan."
"Ayan, what are you doing?"
" I am looking at the starts. So twinkling, shining brightly. "
"you love to look at start! I love it too.I can even spend the entire night just looking at them."
" I know. I also know you love nature, you enjoy to feel cold breeze, you love moonlit night."
Yara was so shocked reading his message because none of her friends knew about any of these. She tried to recall very carefully if she ever told anyone. Suddenly a name came to her mind. Yes it might be her. She observed everything carefully. Without any doubt yara texted to Ayan
"you are Nora right?"
"No, I am not."
" She must be the one who gave you my number. "
After few minutes later...
"yes"
"Give me a video call. I want to see you."
"No, I cant."
"Then I am sure you are Nora."
"No. I am not."
Yara didn't reply. Few days had been passed.
Ayan texted again.
"Hey, trust me I am Nora. It's true I got your phone number from her. She's a friend of mine. "
Yara texted to Nora "Hey you know someone called Ayan?"
"Him? He is my friend. Lives in A city."
"Why did you give him my number without my consent? "
" I am sorry. He got it from my call list. But he is a good guy. I think he's into you."
" Into me! I don't even know him."
"why don't both of you continue to chat to get to know each other better. "
Yara thought it was a good idea. She was lonely cause her parents were busy with their works. Her brother whom she loves the most went to A city for higher study. She wanted to cheer up herself so badly that she couldn't think of the consequences.
She texted "Hey"
" Wooh you text me first for the first time. "
" Can't I?"
"Of course you can but I was surprised seeing your message. "
They continued to send messages to each other. She opened up her mind to him.They shared their feelings. Ayan was very good at comforting.He knows how to capture one's heart. At some points Yara felt that this person characteristics resembled her brother's a lot. She realized that person did understand her mind. He could make her feeling warm and safe. For the first time in her life she realized she fell in love with Ayan. She was happy but sad at the same time. Because She didn't know how Ayan looks like, she didn't know whether everything Ayan had told her true or not.
It was not like Yara didn't tell Ayan to meet her. She asked to meet her thousands times but Ayan was so clever enough that he convinced her to wait 3 years as there was some problems.
Foolish girl! She was so in love that even though she knew something wasn't right she waited. Ayan's fake love made her so blind that she didn't want to see the reality. She went against everyone will, who tried to stop her. Even she went against her brother who tried his best to open up his little sister eyes that this was not love. Ayan that person was just using her, playing with her feelings. But Yara she didn't want to believe it. She was broken inside begging Ayan to meet her. She wanted him to tell everyone that the person she loved so dearly was not fake. He was not playing with her feelings. Ayan knew her state of mind. He knew how to handle her. He knew her weak points very well. He grabbed those weaknesses and made her go against all of her close ones.
Yara cried as her heart aching so badly that she felt trouble in breathing. She wanted to break up with Ayan for not meeting with her. Not letting her know who he really was. Her friend Nora didn't even answer any of her questions. She understood everything was fake. All of them played game with her. Ayan played with her emotions but she couldn't forget the warmth of love that Ayan gave her. The comfortable words he said to her, the sweet conversation they had over the phones, the memories they had made only through messages, she couldn't just let go of these feelings so easily.
She waited patiently three years for Ayan. And finally that day came when Ayan wanted to meet with her. She was praying with devotion that the almighty must pay off her all pains. Her phone rang. A message popped up it was from Ayan.
"Yara, I am sorry my father died few minutes ago. I can't meet you today. Wait for a few days more when everything will be alright I will meet with you."
Yara didn't know what to reply. She couldn't take his game anymore. She thought how could a person fake out his own father's death. She fell down on her knees. She couldn't take it she truly betrayed by the person she loved with all her heart. She wanted to cry so loudly but she couldn't. She was like a dead person with heart beats. Nights had passed ,days had passed. Ayan texted her using all his means to make her believe that he didn't lie. He would meet with her. He truly loved her. Nothing worked this time. He could not reach out to her.
After few months later.
Yara managed to start a new life but she wasn't remained as the person she used to be. Neither she liked the nature nor she looked at the stars. She's now a final year university student. Who doesn't believe in love it's not like She didnot try to fall in love .It is just she couldn't feel the warmth of love she felt for the person. She still hopes one day maybe one she will be able to meet Ayan. Even though everything is fake including his himself . She just wants to know who is the person she loved so deeply, madly with all her heart.
Dear Ayan,
I have forgiven you even though you broke me into pieces. I have forgiven you thinking you as a lesson of my life.
If you ever read this message and feel sorry for what you did to me, just meet me.
I promise I won't ask you anything. I will just take a glimpse at you and leave.
Yara.
