Phones need the internet to connect to someone likewise as myself I need to connect myself to his interest so I can connect with him. Giddy is the guy I have a crush on. He was the guy who helped me and become my inspiration that lead me here. I became more brave and face my fears because of him. So I decided to stay by his side and support him and get closer to him. In order to do that I need to make a connection with him, in order to be closer I need some string that attach us. And that is the internet. There's this dating app that he installed. How did I know you ask? Of course if you want to know more about your crush, you have to spy him every time and everywhere except when going to the loo. Haha I won't go that far. The dating app that he installed, I installed it too and pose as a girl even though I was a male. As long as I can get his attention in this app I'm all good. So I decided to pose as a girl and win his heart in this dating app. I search him and immediately chatted him. He was very nice in our messages. He took interest in me and I was really happy. After that we became closer and closer until, one day he wanted to meet up. I didn't expect that he would want to meet me. I was really really happy that he wanted to meet me but I refused. After all, I'm not a girl...I'm a male. He persuaded me even more. So I accepted. I was anxious and also afraid that he would get angry and disgusted by me. Then I had a brilliant idea to just dress as a woman. I had no problem posing as a woman for my body almost shapes like a woman and my lips as pinkish as the cherry blossoms and my eyelashes that are long as the paintbrushes. And here I am going to meet up with. I wonder if it would work. To be honest I'm excited and very anxious at the same time. Finally I'll be able to talk to him and spend some time alone. He is very handsome and that follows popularity in school. So I can't get anytime to speak with him at all. And God has given me a chance. Thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️. I released a heavily sigh. I hope this works. I entered the Cafe and look around from where he is and I found him immediately. He stand out more from the rest. As I go to him people are staring at me like crazy. They mumbled and are saying that "that girl is really pretty" "Is she a celebrity?" "Wow look at how gorgeous she is" They all whispered. There whispers are enough for me to hear. It made me flushed from embarrassment... I stand out too much I'm not use to this. Still I took the sit with Giddy.
"Hello are you Giddy?" I asked as he nodded from my question.
"Yes I am, and you are Jane...what a beautiful name" I flushed on what he said. I know I have no obligation to be happy from what he said because the only one he see is the woman me and not the true me.
"T-thank you...y-you too...your very handsome in person" Of course I already know that his very handsome. He chuckled after I said that. I flushed as I realized that I stuttered myself.
"Let's order then we can talk more" Giddy said as he handed me the menu
"I'll pay" He added
"Ok then this and that" I said I don't need that much food after all... I want this to be over since I might get caught.
"Ok, waiter!" Giddy called the waiter as a stare at his handsome face. Our eyes met when he looks at my side. I flushed as he smiled at me. This feels like a date. I blushed even more as before. Why do I feel a little disappointed at myself and at the same time happy.
"So..." Giddy made a conversation first then I went along with it...and after that we kept talking until the food is ready.
"Here you go mam, sir" the waiter brings the food to our table
"Enjoy your meal"the waiter smiled and leave
"Let's eat" Giddy said and I smiled and eat
After finishing I told him that I'll be leaving. When I was about to leave he hold my hand and said the words that I wouldn't expect to come out of his mouth.
"I love you...so go out with me" Giddy said as he look at me straight in the eye. I was surprised and yet anxious. I thought of what I should do and that is to refused I can't keep up being a woman. The hills are hurting my feet.
"S-sorry but I don't think I can" I stuttered as I said the word I don't want to say. The thought that I also want to date him gives me hesitant.
"Why?why can't you? Are you hiding something from me?" Giddy holds my hand even more as to not want to let go.
"W-well..." I feel the guilt inside me and wanted to be honest.
I swallowed up my courage and said the word I should have said earlier.
"I'm not a woman...I'm a guy pretending to be one" Giddy was surprised as his eyes widened his hand gripping mine
"W-what do you mean by that?" He asked
"You see...." I sighed as I explained
I removed the wig that I was wearing and the make up that I put. As giddy saw the real me he was shocked and gritted his teeth. His anger flowing all around the cafe.
"I'm sorry for lying to you...I'm really sorry is just that----" I tried to apologized and explained even further but
"You know your sorry won't do anything right!!!" As he shouts and holds my hand even tighter
"Ah! It hurts" As I removed his hand from mine...I could it was too strong for me
"You need to make up for it!!!" Giddy glared at me as he commanded a compensation... Tears started flowing from my eyes as he holds my hand tighter that left my hand hurting and my heart in pain.
What now?
