Birthday plans, stressed out about ageing ..
Don't wanna grow older , not really a coward but ageing kinda hits..
Sweet seventeen after wasting 16 ... Of course hits hard!!
Those days of stupidity and innocence..
I couldn't even realize they passed and now can't help it!
Have to let go of frns one by one, too greedy , wanna keep them but I can't ..
Need to let them go as I love them after all ...
Have a wonderful life ahead...
That sweet smile and pain ~ hidden behind that baby face , could never realise how much u mean to me when u were still here!!
Won't be able to crack those stupid and weird jokes but just reminisce them and be happy!
Memories are always there, and yeah I loved each u with all my heart ..
Never realised until it was as the time to let go...
Sweet seventeen, so afraid to move ahead anymore..
Wish ageing never existed, but can't escape it!!
Those days mean more than anything, even those fights and arguments, will live them...
Those stupid secrets , couldn't share to anyone else but each other..
Will be safe in my heart till the day graveyard calls me, don't worry about it!!
Glad even if I brought a slightest smile in your face, can't cry neither hold tears...
Wish to never have met now when not able to let go, but since it's for u..
Greedy to keep u...
Can't stop u to leave for better, stay healthy , happy and safe and have a wonderful life ahead..
Remember you're loved and cared by someone who once existed , still exists somewhere .. just can't find but still loves you...
Keep me at least in your faint memories, won't be able to meet u even in dreams but won't stop dreaming about meeting u someday!!
Always this spot in my heart for u, nobody can fill it...
Love ya ❣️❣️
