~JUNGKOOK'S POV~
200416
2020- April- 16
today i saw her
She looked beautiful
her hair flying throught the wind
oh!! what a beauty..
then he hugged her
he hugged her so tight .
So fvcking tight that it made me wanna disapear him,
from her school.
from her life
from her memory
from her feelings, from this country, from this whole universe...
but i did'nt cause you know why??
because i am not a murderur...
i'm not a criminal...
200418
2020- April- 18
to everyone i am a sphycopath who killed his own father.
i want to say how much i love her , to her
but ....
BUT... what if she believes them ??
What if she thinks of me as a murderer too??
I would' nt blame her if she believes them...
no one believes me anyways ...
they all think that i am a criminal...
but that guy
who was hugging her is a jerk ...
he is using her
only for money...
but i won't let that happen
i need to tell her before it gets too late...
yes i'll tell her tomorrow
200419
2020- April- 19
i warned her about that guy but
geuss what ??
She did'nt believe me
She said she did'nt want to see my face and..
and asked me to kill myself
'cuz i was a pathetic shit who killed his own father
i tried to kill myself
but could'nt pull the trigger
i cried i started to hate myself
but i could'nt hate her
She was the love of my life after all
How could i hate her??
i really do wanna kill myself ...
i dont deserve to live , maybe they are right
i am a jinx ..
i just hope she is happy
forever...
~END OF JUNGKOOK'S POV~
~AUTHOR'S POV~
He was midlessly walking through the streets .
all he could think about was her... her eyes, her smile, her dark locks , her laughter , her everything
her..
'i love her' he whispered...
"hey ,watch out" a voice gets him out of his trance
he looked to his right and before he could figure out something
he was on the ground , feeling blood everywhere .
and then everything went black...
"Are'nt we all dying slowly and steadily from inside ?"
~THE END~
