It's dark here.
my friend said Where, I replied, ' inside me'.
she was confused what am I saying but I am the only one who knows, in this bright day light. but
I am still in dark.
you know why .
because I got cheated by two people in my life.
to whom I trust more than anyone.
From them one is my bestie whith whom I grow up, I shared my sorrow and happiness but....
and another is my love without whom I sometimes think I kinda not able to leave. but he .. used me.
he used me to come closer to my bestie.
Am I that horrible. sometimes I think I am.
To not understand anything . And my bestie being knowing how much I love him.
she, she didn't even have second thought about that.
My heart broke when I show them together.
it was not because they were together, but their words which Pierce me apart.
Our eight years relationship which was Just joke.
My bestie for whom I fight against my parents to give her a beautiful life and Selter. Her actual intention was to break my life in hell . And
and that because I have everything but she doesn't.
The Life seems good when we find someone who looks like understand you.
but it's not true.
At the moment like that be strong.
because this things thaught us what reality is.
instead of being upset live life happily.
And value people who cares about you then others.
then others
