I saw her again today, she looked so beautiful in blue, its like she is a beautiful breeze blowing to warm me up
she lives opposite to my apparent but I never even got to knew her name, she looked so pure, even purer crystal, I was afraid that I might break her that's why I never got courage to talk to her, I just observed her from afar, she has always been lonely and silent, I never saw any of her friends or family member, does she don't have any or something, no, no what am I thinking, how can someone like her be all alone, it must be that they live afar
I saw her again today, she looked a little tired, is she ok, I feel like she may collapse soon
she worked as a waitress in the restaurant near the bus stop, I always go there just so that I can see her, I also try to talk to her and tell her that I am your neighbor and I want to be your friend but as always I can't
I saw her again today, she was smiling, she looked like a goddess, did something good happened
she always showed a same expression, it was neither happy nor sad, sometimes I wondered why don't smile, even if she never showed any expression she still looked beautiful in my eyes but I still wanted her to smile
I saw her again today, she looked a little tensed, did something bad happened to her, does she wants my help
she never even looked at me let alone talked me, at first I thought she hated me but later I got to know that she never talk to anyone, its like she don't want mingle with others
I saw her again today, she.. looked very upset and gloomy, my heart was aching seeing her like this, I just wanted to hold her and give her warmth so she won't be sad anymore, I finally decided to talk to her today, I brought her some chocolates and went to her house, I tried to knock but the door was already open, I know its unfriendly but I went in unconsciously only to see a heartbreaking scene...
she was lying on ground unconsciously, her right hand bleeding uncontrollably, I took her to hospital only to know she is not breathing anymore, I felt like my whole world broke in thet particular moment, how can she die, I haven't even made her smile, I haven't even been her friend, I haven't even given her those chocolates, I haven't even told that I.. I love her
I woke up again today but didn't saw her, I remembered that I can't see her anymore and I got to know that her parents threw her out of the house just cause she was a girl, she never had any friends cause she was always been bullied, she was too scared to make friends, she just got herself a boyfriend few days before but he also left her right after using her
it was the biggest regret of my life that I wasn't able to tell her that I love her, that there is someone who cares for her, who wants to protect her, if there is an afterlife I hope that we will meet again, this time I won't hesitate to tell you that I love you, I will always be there for you
with this I jumped in water hoping to be with her in my next life
I hope I will see her again when I open my eyes in my next life ...
SOMETIMES SAD ENDINGS IS THE STARTING OF A HAPPY STORY...
