OKAY ...i don't know it's a good idea or not to write it here but...I'm writing it to remember...
Lasr night i dream about my crush.
Well in my dream he was friendly and attracted to me while in real....I'm just his classmate.
i had a crush on him...when i was in class 3 or 4.But don't know if he ever liked me .may be No.
He was a really handsome guy with a beutiful charming face....every girl had a crush on him in school...the whole school....
Girls found their way to get close to him...while i was just acting normal....because i was too shy too too too shy ....to get close to him....and i had a fear if someone find out my feelings for him....and then they will make fun of me...that's why i always kept distance.....
Some girls made friends with him.....i don't know i did they do that....and some of them made him brother and tiding rakhi.....but in real they don't treat him or see him as a brother....
But i didn't do anything to get close to him....because of the fear and shyness....and i regret having a crush on him....Till class 9th...Because i heard about him girlfriends
It was piercing my heart like a thorn.....Ah.....i know what i was going through.....but act calm because i knew i am never gonna be with him.....because you know because of the cast system ...
I think he never ever liked me....may be it's because of cast system or may be my because of my haircut....because i used to have a haircut like boys....my parents did that to me....
But i think he knew that i liked him....because i heard from my cousin brother that i had a crush on him....well they guessed confidently....may be they did noticed my action or expression. and it was too embarrassing for me to found out....but i never talked about it to anyone. and i denied confidentiality.....but still i think he knew
And i don't have a crush on him now....it's been so many years.....
So about my dream , My crush came to my house and he brought so much food with him don'tknowwhy....may be because their family have a restaurant....Okay so my dad was home that time...and he doesn't like my crush and me be together....but i told my dad not to do anything to upset him.....But he didn't listen to me....he insulted my crush....and he felt bad....and i didn't get a chance to apologize before he left......So i waited....then i met him in a exam....Well some of my classmates were also there.....After exam...I apologized to him....and he also talked to me.....like we two want to be with eachother.....So he planned to to somewhere together.....And i told my family....but my dad didn't agree....but my mom and my little brother agreed with me and they planned to come with me....then we arranged a car and went to the place.....There i saw i was getting married....and i was happy...may be i was going to marry my crush.....Then i woke up....because you know the morning comes.
But in real...my parents don't allow me to date. But don't know how they allow me in my dream....well it was a sweet dream...and i enjoyed it....
