When I met him.. nothing special I felt... yeah you know because I was already heartbroken... then no use of loving other guy I thought...
but in terms of understanding I'm a girl... My heart is stupid as always... And it always fall for somebody... so same as me ... I discovered one thing...that day... that I have a crush on him... yeah it's been only 2 days.. since I met him... And after not even some days just after some Hours I started to love him.. many said..."
leave him he's a playboy."
but I didn't..
And yeah finallllllyyyy... got some couraged.. And said in one line..I said
" I think we should be in relationship... will you be My boyfriend"
he was just like " whaaaa?? "
then don't know next day he said ok I'm ready...
And it was just like dream come true..tho it's a long distance relationship...but still I loved him... you can say I love him now Also... but nvm.. he's a playboy... he can't love me back..
after sometime...I started to fall for him More... like I can't live without him... but as before God loves to break My heart
I got the news from my friend...
"hey you know your bf is Cheating on you..."
it was surprising but nothing New...
I asked him..he denied... but how can I believe him..I have all the fcking proof against him... like how he fcked girls...
I just wanted to test him... And said "let's break up"
I was expecting that he'll say no
but he said I'm already with other girl...
And that broked me more cause when My mother was leaving me he also left me...
yeah she had Brain tumor...
but nvm.. I was broken from my childhood...
I was 4 yrs old when she left me.. And Now when she is not in This world...
then he Also left me...tho it's not his fault...he didn't knew... but after all he got news but didn't even asked how I'm...
we broke up on 29th June And now today it's 5th July 2021 ... it's is birthday...so unlucky he is that he can't get wished by his true lover on His birthday... but after all I wished him...he seems to be quite happy cause I remember His birthday... but nvm...he even don't know my birthday date...
And I guess after this there's no topic Left between us to talk... but still my heart wants him... but he belongs to His new love if the life... that's it
so this is my fate... now I'm a bitch Infront of every person...no more sweet girl... whom I was...
so If you're reading this then listen...if somebody loves you.. than you're lucky Dude... And if not.. then you're Also lucky bcz you must love yourself...
thanks mark Williams for giving this much pain...🖤🖤🖤
