I finally came back from my 1 year of business trip, it was very tiring but it was worth it, I finally became Vice President of my company because of my efforts
I can finally go back to my love, my wife, my Lia, the only thing I regretted from this trip was that I had to leave my darling all alone for a year, it must have been hard on her but she has always been understanding, we have been together since our college and I promised to give her a luxury life that's why even if didn't want to, I had to go
she video called me every night and tell me a poem, after being exhausted from all the work in the whole day, I felt so relaxed and happy hearing her voice, even though I never understood any of her poems, I still loved listening to her
now that I am finally back, I won't let go of this chance, I will make up for everything I missed, I asked her to directly meet me at a mall, I want her to wear the dress I specifically chose for her
she came, as always she looked at me with that smile on her face and her eyes telling that she loves me, after seeing me she neither asked if I succeeded in my work nor what I brought for her, she just said one thing and that was enough to make up for all time we missed not being together, she just said 'I will always love you', and so do I
I gave her the dress I got for her, she looked like a sun which was shining to warm me up, she looked so beautiful in yellow, I am glad I brought this dress
I wanted to ask her if she was fine alone or if she ever felt lonely without me, but she only wanted to spend this day with me like we used to before we got married and I fulfilled her wish, we went to PVR, amusement park, night market, and all the other place where we had memories together
at 1 am, we finally got home, tired, the night was long, with the sound of breeze blowing outside our window, we spent our night together in each other's embrace but this time it was different, I didn't know why but I felt like my Lia isn't as she used to until I knew that my dreams are had already been shattered the day I left her alone
next day I woke up and saw my darling beside me, she looked as pure and beautiful as always, I heard a knock at our door, I got up to see who it was, it was my neighbor, what she said shattered my whole world, she said 'I am sorry for your loss, I think you must have known yet that after sending you off to the airport your wife died in the accident, I hope you will be fine'
what did she meant by that, how can my Lia die, she was always with me, she called me regularly, we talked for hours, we spent a whole day together yesterday, I saw her, how can she die but when I saw an empty bed with no signs of my Lia, I knew she wasn't there
I opened the drawer beside our bed and found all the poems she read me and also those which was saved for the future, at last I finally found a note which was written by her, it said
'I am sorry my darling but I suddenly had to leave you, I didn't want to leave you without saying goodbye, I waited for you for a whole year before I could finally leave you, yesterday was the best day of my life after my death, you once asked me that you will fulfill one of my wish without any reason, then my wish is that you will move on and won't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault, maybe god was jealous of our love that's why he wanted to separate us but don't worry, I will definitely accompany you in my next life and life after that because I will always love you, your Lia'
after reading that letter tears started flowing from my eyes uncontrollably, even after her death she was there to console me, love me, pacify me but I was never there when she left me
