8 years old and he's kicking and screaming...
I'll only go to school.. if you give me a reason..
the kids are really mean and I already know all the things they're teaching.
hopped in the car.. mama let him play hookey..
she's the only one who saw who he was..
no one else could read him...
showing up late but he makes it to class...
just to stare out the window and the clock in the back🔙🔙
He daydreamed away to a sky so gray...
Everything's simple, it's driving him mental..
wishing everyday that something would change..
Instead his Dad makes him play ball by the bay and everytime he cries, father rolls his eyes saying.. "
son it's all your fault, how come you never try"?
He does all that he should.. why is he misunderstood ❓
This is a story about a broken boy 💔
with his Headphones in just to block out the noise..
of everyone around him telling him the way to go..
So he walks the world alone 🌏
wondering if it's get better or he's always gonna feel empty forever...
so he gets lost tryna find another way back home
As he walks the world alone🌏
Fifteen years old and he's drowning his sorrows..
smoking weed, drinking 🍻🍷🍷🍷cheap liquor out the bottle..... 🍷🍷🍷🍷🍷🍷
With a bunch of fake friends👭👬👫
" cause he tried to fit in but it wasn't working"
Ran in with the law bout a dozen of times...
nothing too bad, just a few suburban cries still, he says to himself,
"What are you doing you don't
deserve this, don't you know nobody will ever understand that person you are,
learn to hold your own hand get your shit together and lose the weight, you'll never be what you want.. No not with that face" 🚫
He started writing all of his thoughts on paper..
Realised music made life so much better...
100 pounds down, He looks so different now..
As he plans to escape from a crooked hometown..
He does all that he should why is he misunderstood? As he walks the world alone 🌏
21 years and he's on the right path but...
sometimes he wonders if he grew up too fast..
and missed out on the little things, all of the little things....
who is he kidding, surely not himself....
but sometimes he wonders if there's somebody else, who takes the same road but he'll never know.......
"CAUSE HE WALKS THE WORLD ALONE "
2: - I've no friends and that's okay I don't need them
anyway, I do my best all on my own and I'd just
rather be alone.. you'll never know what's on my
mind, you'll never know the secrets that I'm keeping, I'll scare you off with my crazy eyes cuz all
I need is me myself and I don't got no shame cuz my life is just a game and I don't care whose been keeping score, everybody thinks I'm strange it's just something in my brain.. don't know who they're being normal for...
I don't need anybody's hand to hold at night, as long as I'm with me I know I'll be alright.. cuz I can't love no one else spent my love on Just myself..
took this people pleaser heart and I tore it all apart..
now I'm finally set free I'm so proud to be me..
that's why I don't care if just wanna say. I've no la la la la.. and when I put my resting bitch face on I look stone cold❄.. I'd just rather be alone....
3: - fight so dirty but your love so sweet
talk so pretty but your heart got teeth
late night devil put your hands on me and
never never ever let go...
some days you're the only thing I know...
sometimes when I look at you, I see my wife...
then you turn into someday I don't know....
push me away then beg me to stay, beg me to stay
yeah.....
call me in morning to apologize.....
every little lie give me butterflies....
something in the way you're looking through my eyes... don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive...
BLOOD ON MY SHIRT, ROSE IN MY HAND 🌹
AND YOU'RE LOOKING AT ME LIKE YOU DON'T
KNOW WHO I AM.....
BLOOD ON MY SHIRT, HEART IN MY HAND...
STILL BEATING.....
4: - I sold my soul to the devil for designer...
they say go to hell but I told them I don't wanna
if you know me well then you know that I ain't going
cuz I don't wanna die young....
cuz city of angels where I've my fun....
: - RK BOSS