To my crush,
I used to be a normal student, excited to go to school and excited to leave as well 😅. I was just 5 years old when I met you and always teasing you , you used to cry and stay away from me , but I always chase after you.....not to love you but to tease you I always telling you that im your boss and you need to do what I told you to do.
At age of 6 you and I are still in the same class , nothing really change ,you treat me as your boss , and I treat you like someone that I really want to tease , I remember that I always asking you how much is your trust on me as your boss , and you always said that your trust on me is more bigger than the earth.
At age of 7 our classmates forced us to join the game called the bride and her husband. I refuse , cuz I thought that if I marry someone on that game he will be called my husband forever...........I remember that you follow me outside the classroom and told me lots of things and one of it is the MEANING of the word CRUSH.
At age of 8 , at the first day of school I really searched for you hoping that you didn't transfer. I don't know but when our classmates told me that you really does , my tears can't help running from my eyes. realizing that you are my what so called CRUSH.
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After 2 years you came back. At that time I'm already 10. We become classmates again ...but it seems like you're still the PRINCE BUT I'M NOT THE LUCKY PRINCESS at that time you also have your own crush she's indeed perfect , she's smart and beautiful too . .....seeing you two makes me feel sad..
Until now I....still can't forget you ,our memories together that I treasure so much is now disappearing.....seeing you happy together with her makes me happy too but it really makes me jealous all the time.
I just want to apologise from being blind at that whole time.....
Because I didn't know that the person I love until now ,......loved me the very first time he met me.