Smile was written all over the faces of the people who was in here.
"The bride was here" shouted one wedding coordinator.
I tightened my grip on the bouquet i was holding.
🎶 heart, beat, fast colors and promises how to be brave? how can i love when im afraid 🎶
the song automatically played as soon as the double doors of the church opened.
"Beautiful" mouthed by the man i love, i can't but to smile.
you are smiling but there are traces of tears in your eyes that i guess, tears of joy.
and then there i remember what you have told me last night
"i have something to tell you!" you said to me smilling.
" what is it? " i asked smilling.
" I would like to tell something to you that i have kept for years now" you said while scratching the back of your head.
" ok? ehat is it, just spill it!" i said smilling then roll my eyes on him.
" I-I actually like you since we were young" he said then awkwardly smile at me.
" what?, are you serious?" i asked not believing to ehat he have said to me.
" ahm yeah, actually i was to tell it to you, im scared that you are going to avoid me" he said to me.
i don't know what to say, im shocked
"but it's ok now i guess" he said then smile again to me.
" ahm of course, you know that i love you"i said then hug him.
" yes i love you" he answered then hug me too.
" ok.. that was so cheesy, i guess we should met tommorow" he said then kiss me on my forehead before he leave.
i just smile at him while he was leaving.
I did realize that the tears i was holding back where already drepping.
i smiled to the man i love when i saw him looking at me happily.
"I pronounced you husband and wife" the priest happily said.
" You may now kiss the bride" as soon as the priest said that word, teasing filled the whole church
I faked a smile...
It hurts..
It hurts so much to watch the man you love marry another woman
if I confessed to you before that I love you, i should be the woman who marries you now
i regret keeping that secret from you
i love you since we where young,it never change my feelings for you till now
you love another woman and its not me
i want to be her so bad.
i look at you for the last time before i leave the church.
I can't take it anymore..
i bitterly smile at you when i saw you smilling widely while looking at her
"Was there a life time waiting for us?" i whispered to my self then i looked away and start walking away from that place while as my tears flowed
"I wish there was a world where i was yours"
all this time i have been yours...
